|Posted On:||2007-09-28 12:14:58|
A vengeful child I was, filled with rage, confused and lost...never thought I could be found. Thinking of the man who made me sick with the poison he took when I was being made. Only anger flows through my mind and veins. As a child and as a teenager, lost and confused, looking for revenge. As he
struck my mother when I was but an infant, I couldn't defend her. These days he's out of my life, hiding like a coward and fearing the rage I contain. As I tread through the night waiting for my 16th birthday to come,
waiting for the day I can see him face to face. My bloodshot eyes tinged with black. Inside i'm wishing for him to die.
Screaming "father are you happy now?!"Wondering how you could think I wasn't good enough! Making me feel useless, when your the one who tormented the weak,beating a woman, and thinking it was right. Now! Now its time to fight! Lets see who will die tonight! I will show you what I've learned on my journey hunting you down. You think you could win tonight father, against your own flesh and blood? After all the years I've lived through, wishing to die because of you! I Never knew what I'd say when I came face to face with you. You say I'm a disgrace, yet you could never say that to my face! I look at you, and can't believe I was created with
the help of scum like you. Father, I've had it up to here with your bullshit! It's time for you to die, shotgun at the ready, locked and loaded. Counting 1...2...3... but I can't pull the trigger."why?" I scream "why?!"
I'm not you. Father I wont kill someone the way you killed my mother inside.
I'll beat you down, and make you bleed because it's time for you to see how
it feels when no one is here to help you! Remember this, father: I've tried
but you're dead to me know. So as I write this story I shall kill the
memories of you.