|Posted On:||2005-06-28 00:00:00|
So its been tough..The weekend went by ok, I spent sunday waiting to hear news only to find out things werent getting better, then last night, because my chargers broken and my phone is dead, whe i checked in at home i'd missed the call.
I was kinda in a trance afterwards, everything seemed to be moving so slow, I didnt know what to do when I saw her, or what to say.. we hugged, we cried, I made sure she knew that anything she needed at all my family and I are here for her.
She asked me if it was hard for me to be there and I said no because I was there for her and her family, and she would do the same for me.
We walked there and we talked about a whole bunch of other stuff, i've never had a hard time trying to think of something to talk about with eva.. Nor are silences awkward, but for the first time, silence worried me. It was really nice actually, we talked about the old days and the houses we walked by, and what kind of people we would be if we lived in houses that big.
We got there and when her sister and step mom came out there was good news.
Which is wonderful.
But Eva seemed skeptic to let the good news replace the feelings that had been tormenting her these past days. When I left I asked her how she felt about the good news and I think she'd let it sink in. She was happier that things were going better..
While I was waiting for the bus I looked up to the sky and thanked God...
...I don't know why, I think I was thanking everything..everything that made it possible for things to get better when hope was bleek.