agreed.

violence solves nothing...

i dont hate the group.
i just hate you.
but more and more its just turning into pitty.
you cant even form a good arguement.

the only thing i really HATE right now, is the fact that certain people STILL HAVENT PAYED ME BACK.... and most likely wont.

Grow up? Grow up, alexi?

maybe you should take some responsibility for your actions, and get a fuckin job, and get your life in order, and stop being a pathetic drug addict that drags everyone around him into his downward spiral of brain damage.

grow up, alexi? you, want me, to grow up?

Thats the funniest fuckin thing ive heard all day.

she didnt seem pissed at the time.
maybe it was just so i would get her that coffee.

i think venting on the net is good way.

much more productive then tracking alexi down and beating him to death...

that statement is sad but true.

you dont know me alexi.
you dont know my life, you dont know my past, you dont know my pains, you dont know my losses.

so dont even fucking talk to me about meth.

tyler you really are a fool.

the only times ive ever visited sam are when she wasnt really busy, and when she got busy, i left. to buy her a coffee actually cause she looked really cracked out.

so fuck you.

just admit that you started this forum because as a group you have decided that it would be better to hate me and not pay me back then to take responsibility for your actions, and pay back your debts.

i have pretty much given up on seeing any money from any of you pathetic drug addicts anyways.

hate. owe money to.

its all the same with you isnt it alexi...


i just cant wait until you fuck the wrong person over.

luckily for your scrawny crack head ass...
i dont believe that voilence solves anything.
except for maybe venting a little of my rage into your face. but i refuse to let myself sink to your pathetic level.

oh no, alexi... that really hurts.

hurts me right here *taps his hand over his heart*

im so offended...


you make me sad.

you have got to be kidding me tyler.
you are actually taking sides on this one.

and dont tell me its because you agree with those sketchy bastards...

just admit it.

you dont want to pay me back.

fuck you, you cheap fuck.

and my comments in the previous post were aimed solely at miles, but apparently they were true for you as well. you make me sad. that you would value money over our friendship.

its true.
music has some serious power over me.

thats hilarious...

but unfortunately McDrugs would be just like all McProducts and the lowest grade possible.

hip hip horray.

Plus if they were legal the prices would drop ridiculously... and the mega~huge corporate Colombian drug cartels would lose profit.

you always have to remember george harrison's memorable words in the yellow submarine...

"its all in tha mind."


ive never had a "bad tryp." Ive had moments where i thought the world as i know it might come crashing down around me...

but i would always remember that its all in the mind.

HA, that post was hilarious miles.

BUT it would have been much more affective about a month ago, when i was going through a dry spell with girls and was pretty depressed. partially because some of my "friends," who were avoiding me because they are pathetic drug addicts who wouldnt/couldnt pay me back. not that i would EVER value money over friendship, but apparently some of you do. so now that i dont consider you my friend anymore for posting something as ignorant and obnoxious as the above statement...
get me my money you stupid fuck!


so to reply to your posts in turn.

No. 1- Miles, even though you can be a nice guy, your still a cheap pathetic drug addicted fuck.

No. 2- Ive learned over the past couple months that i dont want the girls who go for assholes. mainly because they are the same type of girl that you have to buy their affection, so fuck that shit. and not that it is ANY of your God DAMN business how many times ive gotten laid, its significantly more then once. so grow up.

No. 3- was this some pathetic reference to me being dirty? when just before you were saying that i'd only gotten with one girl... make up your mind sketchy.

No. 4- You are half right. Lots of great girls do exist.

No. 5- this point is too stupid to even reply to.

No. 6- "Even though, yes, he is a sketch bag, and yes, he's even fucked me over, and yes, he is an ice fiend....."

then why miles? why do you let him abuse you?
maybe because you love him.

its ok, i understand.
that is the same way he destroyed sam.

i guess there is some kind of pathetic appeal to him. meh, to each their own.

and i ventED here because i was really pissed off and wanted to destroy the pathetic fuck.

so i bitchED about it. and now i feel better...
and honestly, i dont even care anymore.

i dont even hate him.

i more pitty him, since in my constant bitching about him, ive stumbled across SO many people that HATE him. its no wonder he is moving away. he only has you pathetic sketch bags as friends, and the only reason you guys hang out with him is because he feeds you drugs whenever he is successful in screwing someone over.

its really very sad. poor little sketchball.

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totally, that is an awesome site.

thanks.

agreed.

corrupt and evil.

damn im a blabber mouth. *lol*

(i hope i dont sound too harsh, cause i dont mean to be. but ive seen too many young people squash their potential and their lives with K... because they get into it without knowing anything about it. people shouldnt give drugs to people if they dont know what theyre doing to themselves. especially highly addictive drugs.)

quanneur wrote: "it is administered to people with weak immune systems (i.e. children and the elderly) because it is a very safe anaesthetic."

in hospitals(both animal and human) ketamine is INJECTED in SMALL doses, as a LIQUID. NOT INHALED in LARGE doses, as a POWDER.

something that is safe when used by medical professionals in moderate doses is not nessisarilly safe in any way, shape or form when used by people looking for spiritual enlightenment.

quanneur wrote: "it does not burn holes in your brain. i've read those studies and I believe they are BS. ketamine is routinely used in hospitals today."

simply to repeat myself, this is a matter of perspective and opinion.
Internet articles (especially about illegal activities) are not always %100 accurate. and these cases of Olney's Lesions may be caused by poor quality(dirty) K...

but there is still alot that is unknown about this drug and its effects.

so if you want to be a lab rat for the side effects of Ketamine... then go right ahead.
its completely your call. but to try to convince others to do so, i find ignorant.

especially in the manner that you wrote that article...

you mention the fact that k is safe, which it is not, though it is VERY hard to OD on it, and you probably wont die from ODing, you still are causing huge amounts of brain/nasal cavity damage every time you K~hole.

I found your article to be based totally on your experiences with Ketamine rather then on fact.

you may believe it to be a spiritual drug, and "enlightening" but you yourself said that "unfortunately little can be brought back with you through the portal," meaning that you dont really gain anything from the experience but the experience it self.

and IMHO, your mian saving grace for me totally hating this article all together, is that you at least admitted the hugely addictive nature of the drug... "also be aware that k is quite addictive... the escape from reality it provides is something akin to that of heroin, only k is more mystical than sedative."

a comfort blanket is a dangerous thing.
far too easy to become reliant on it.


"HAPPY K~HOLING"

quanner wrote: "DMT is still a 7th circuit drug. it's too bad you have all these personal hang ups about ketamine, OP, because it allows for some serious psychonautics."

although looking at it now i understand what you ment, but you cant deny that it sounded like you were implying that ketamine can enhance the dmt experience.

(please define psychonautics, i dont know this word or what it means.)

this is an interesting article full of interesting THEORIES...

BUT i have a hard time taking it too seriously, when it ends an interesting argument with...
"This is why so many pot-heads are STAR TREK freaks and science fiction adepts."

the article is full of interesting thoughts, well worded paragraphs, and large complicated words to make it sound overly intelligent/complicated.

BUT it is all just speculation.

and honestly, to say that ketamine(a drug which is proven to burn holes in your brain and is classified as a disassociate, literally meaning it disassociates your body from your brain) is an enhancing drug is total garbage.

though when we damage our brains we learn to adapt with the damage, which is learning...
so in a manner of speaking its enhancing us.

it is still greatly damaging your brain and body.
so i find the concept that ketamine can make you "smarter," offensive.

Now before everyone gets on my case for being overly opinionated, this is only in response to the article.

i have am fully aware that everyone is free to make what ever choices they like, either good or bad... thats our right, and our only TRUE freedom.

And im aware that my constant bitching about drug use/abuse doesnt really help since in the end its always up to You if you do drugs. but i can still have my opinions, and try to make a difference. and i refuse to keep my mouth shut about a terrible drug like ketamine when there are articles like this one floating around.

Ketamine is very addictive.
and is proven to burn holes in your brain.

it may be a spiritual drug for some people.
and if thats your kick. then go for it!

but to argue that it “expands your mind” is ridiculous…

It damages your mind. You may learn to adapt to the damage which makes you learn…

But you are still damaging your brain.

To finish off...

~I dont think im holier~then~anyone.

~and though that article is very interesting, i would not say that reading it is a method of EDUCATING YOURSELF...

If im not allowed to bitch about drug use...
then im not allowing people to support it.
at least without hearing my bitching! *lol*

(quanner, i dont have anything against you, but your last comment pissed me off! *lol*)

*sir~rants~alot strikes again*

aqua vita (aka vodka!)

kalfwin: as creepy as it sounds...
i would so buy one!

its genious! we should patent it.

well i dont like lemon...
or banana!


so cat pee it is! :b

you and your damn pictures!

(oreos for eyes!!! bahahaha. but yellow frosting? what flavour would that be?)

and the chances of going to a mental ward for schizophrenia...

how can ya hate someone who is just like a constant simpsons re~run?...

i mean come on!

one thing i love about xvi is that you can start private forums, and if people are posting stupid shit in them then you can ban them.

cause at the moment i want to ban neoform...
and the afro~booziac.

"i think i can, i think i can...
i know i can, i know i can."

i have a body pillow and a hot waterbottle...

but nothing compares... :(

not just for the comfort, or the company, or the compassion, or the snugglin'cuddlin'affection, but as the nights get colder and colder...
the warmth... body heat is so relaxing, and refreshing, and re~invigorating...

mmmmMMMmmm. i need a bed buddy. just to sleep next too everynight.

bye bye, insomnia!

sleeping alone... :(

awwwwwwweee... thanks beanie~baby.

i had a dull, wishing i was in tdot time here in ottawa... fun fun.

it was alright, but i KNOW hulla was better.

thats shitty that the sound got fucked during d~minus's set. the sound system just shut off in the middle of paladins set too.
it was kinda lame... we got it back up, but then the party was shut down at 4:305ish...
the hotel after party was pretty chill though.

stupid ottawa. im glad you guys had fun though...

shoe checks, sketchers leaving in streachers, and e~puddles gettin nasty in a corner...

it wouldnt be a ravin good time without em' *lol*

sounds like most hullas. lol.
well, usually there arent streachers...

*imagines what someone would look like if they had to go to the hospital for chisling their own face*

*gross*

quanneur: are you sure mixing k and dmt would be a good idea?

i know i would want all my wits about me when dealing with something of this magnitude...

and unfortunately K does the opposite.


apparently anti~depressants amplify the dmt high as well... but as i said in my previous post... this is already serious business... which im not sure im ready for yet... and to amplify it seems a little much to me.

maybe thats just me in my old age... lol.

that could be true...

but names can be misleading.


like a certain "afro"ka~boom~zy...

isnt it true that you dont even have an afro!!!
isnt it!~!~!

imposter.

and thanks droolie, i think its really a cute pic.
hes a little booty hedge hoe~g.

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hes so cute!

who needs hardcore anyways...

i mean, we have tons of jungle and trance in ottawa... *breaks down in tears*

droolie: celestial is just an ottawa party...
with locals...
and Paladin 5.0...
and Luke Envoy from tha UK.

it'll be ok. im not too hyped.
but im guestlist, so it should be pretty fun.
(since im not paying for it... if i had to pay i wouldnt go. lol.)

naoh: and yes, hullas are usually much of the same... esp since the last (10? or so...) have been at the Opera house. but i would still like to see fade, and kelly sing live vocals.

but im just gonna pretend its gonna suck so i can have fun at celestial.

HAHA suckers. going to hullabaloo...

:*(