NO WAY! alexi back stabbed someone?!?!?!

thats a first!!!

I AM SOOOO SHOCKED!!!

my reality is coming crashing down...


(enough sarcasm for ya? cause i can go on)

btw Noah, hes in toronto right now, probably spending your money right this second.



or maybe hes paying Celine back some of the massive amount of $ he screwed HER over for...
because he feels remorse...





BWAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAaaaaa!!!!
Hee hee, ho ho...
oh my.

that was priceless...

alexi...
feeling remorse...
that'll be that day.

what a classic. I gotta remember that one.

"hail to the king baby"

ive moved through most genres...

I started in trance(as most do, S4 rocks da house)
then fell in love with jungle, but was scared off by the sketchy meth head junglists...

and found the loving community of Psy~trance.
(Natura was my first all psy trance party)
but was scared off by the brainwashing affect of Goa...

fell back into jungle for a while,
and finally found the hardcore community.
which i call my own.

though i love and respect all genres of electronica...
ive never been much of a house fan. though there still is some awesome house(funky, tribal, tek.)

i just like good music, and nice people.
so any scene can be fun as long as you have an open mind.

but there is a good chance that we've met, if you were into goa about a year and a half ago...

sketch bag: was that supposed to hurt my feelings?

oh no, this coming from someone who is too chicken shit to hate me publicly and has to hide behind a fake account.
im so offended.

at least alexi and miles have the balls to hate/attack me openly.


thanks for the support guys,

I love you all!

with the exception of a few sketchbags.

thats not very nice sarah...

the babe with the power...

what power?

the power of voodoo!

who do?

you do...

you remind me of the babe!

Bahaha! Galaksy... so funny, but so true...

david bowey...

(the man who sold the world)

Happy Birffday Meggie!
i think i found a ride down this weekend...
so i can visit... well... for whenever alexi isnt there... lol. :b

OMG. ok, as a group...
"the crackheadz"(miles and alexi im assuming because i dont have beef with anyone else)...

and that was the best you could come up with?

i mean honestly.
ok yes.
i am a sketch bag.
and though i CHOOSE not to do drugs, doesnt mean ive never done them.
if you knew anything about my life,(which im glad you dont cause then you might actually have some way of hurting/insulting me) then you would know that i have done my share. its just that, not everyone is as stupid/weak willed as you are too keep abusing your body and mind with them.

please if you're trying to hurt my feelings can you at least put some thought/effort into it.

or are you too sketched to do so?

its too bad tyler isnt helping you guys bash me... because then maybe you could at least come up with something insulting.
i mean come on guys, this is sad.

have you destroyed your brains that badly?

me. too.

the fact that i have learned to let otehr peoples bullshit just slide. because i know its not my fault that theyre upset. its theyre own lives, that are the real problems.

that im setting goals, and accomplishing (some) of them.

the thing that gets me every time is the mental image of whoever it is making those noises...

cuase theyre totally into it...

*lol* makes me laugh just thinking about it.

to the bone

its kinda dead in the winter...
being so cold and snowy...

but by april it'll be chock'full'o'potheads~!!

ill definitely end up seeing it.

but i mean come one.
as if they could/would team up...

thats total hollywood bs.

coldcut ~ every home a prison

Jason and Freddy?

how low will hollywood sink?

how did this go? who went?

sounds like a dope event (no pun intended)...

but unfortunately ill be spending 4, 20...
in Majors hill park. smoking phatties.

im sure you boys have a grand ol time though~!

i dont hate anyone right now.

although i dislike a number of people.
and i pitty a few people...

but i dont hate anyone. there is no one in my life worth that much energy.

HA!

*mental note, give horny girls meth*

[ people.cornell.edu ]

i failed instantly.
but it gets old after 30 seconds or so.

...you have a big arguement with a bunch of ottawans in a montreal based website.

you'd find it even less funny if you had of been there...

a whole lotta drugs!

me bitching about ice fiends

miss amanda: its because of the secret sause...














*whispers*you know what the secret is?*whispers/*

CRACK!!!

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA! im glad im not the only one who feels that way about alexi, if that describes him in a nut shell, HA.

that just made my night julie.


i still think its quite different.
but i guess its a matter of perspective.

to make things clear (in this forum at least), i never mentioned any names.

I merely referred to sketchy ass people, who took advantage of my good nature.

is it my fault that they assumed it was them i was referring to? *lol*

maybe i was referring to some other scumbag ice fiends in ottawa who have taken advantage of my good nature?

and its just one big coincidence.


either way, i thought you werent taking sides...
what ever happend to that droolie?

i do partially agree with you julie,
abusing anything is bad.

but abusing meth(especially abusing in the way that some crack heads i know do) is by far worse for you abusing most substances.

meth is terrible. in my opinion even in "moderate" use, mostly because its far too easy to fall into regular use. also, and even you have to admit this, on the come down it makes you bitter and bitchy towards almost everyone and everything.

not just in the short term.


i still have moments of sketch~bitchiness.

especially when around certain crack heads.

pah. more trouble?
when was there trouble?

you know what the funny thing is?

i totally stopped caring in ANY WAY about alexi...

and had already moved on...

but miles saw this as a great opportunity to get out of paying me back. so he leapt upon it.

and now he can justify it to himself to not pay me back even though he still owes me from the summer. not that im really surprised.

i was more surprised that he paid part of it back. now that was shocking.

tipsey: how and why would i give up?

they dont.
they have cattle on the smoldering remains of what once was rainforest but has been slashed and burnt to make farming land.

tis true. and not just your death, but the deaths of your friends who you can influence.

naturally i dont mean instantaneous death, but premature death from abusing your body with toxic chemicals.

well that was unpleasant.
but at least their gone... for now.

expect more ignorant replies and weak insults form these fools again next week.

same crack time,
same crack channel.

*bump*

just thought this forum should be next to the one about me being a dum~bass.

I AM NOT A FISH! *lol*

what are you the typo~police?

and you better beware what you wish for miles...

cuase with a great love...
comes a furious hate.

and i dont think you want my full wrath.

so i think it would be best for all involved to simply get my money in order, and get it to me.

because if its war you want, then bring it on.

no one could hear. there was no one around.

were you there?

well i was, and i am fully aware that if ANYone(bosses, other employees, customers) heard me, then it could cost sam her job, and i would never want that, so obviously i did it descretely.


i did you all a favour. by fronting to you. even though i had been screwed over before.

but i trusted you (as a group) and was pleasantly surprised when some of you payed me back, and it gave me more respect for those of you that did.

somehow, i knew from the start that this would end badly. and i dont know why i trusted a bunch of sketchy drug addicts.

but i did, and i guess it is my own fault.