yo heather! did you call? i got a msg from you today but it never rang:( did it ring on your end? i hafta know these things cuz i'm gonna complain big time

ruined: my phone doesn't ring and is playing tricks on me... plus i get msgs hours to days late if at all.
ruined: can't call certain #s from my cell
ruined: thinking people who i thought i had plans with don't wanna see me, when i should've just called... some ways of thinking have got to go

made: finally sleeping thru a night after getting hella drunk and passing out...
made: hazily watching movies at Vs while she served up red wine and cuban rum...
made: stopped the fucking filter in my fishes tank after talking to the people at the pet store and i may've saved my fish... poor guy... he was suffocating!

yeah that's ben but it's not pre-meth

lets here it for parc-extension!

elka, sounds like a pretty good place... hope it works out!!! good luck:)

aw man... i miss elisa... which metro does she stand in front of these days to light her crack pipe?

wish i could go:(

have fun kids!

i still have to see Jin-Roh:(

*hails soup*

great so rehab is like death?

nice. i'm dying in less then two weeks. fuck and i thought the drugs woulda done that... fuck fuck fuck

goodbye cruel world!

oki!

thankoooooooooooooooooo

he died?

can i get those at any pet store too?

the strange thing is, the tail was eaten away one and a half days after changing the water... and i had put on the filter because i noticed some algae around the roots of the plant

the water is super clean...

would some aquarium salt make it any cleaner?

and how long can i safely leave the filter on for? betas hate them, and can't stand much oxygen in the water because they breathe from the air.

i know my blue boy can't take it... he clamps his fins and stays on the bottom when it's on... his colour goes funny too

alright i was just confused when jeff said he used multiple and i thought "oh shit, at the same time? i'm confused"

aight... tis clear now

the people at aquatropical told me to use betafix
(sort of like melafix, but specifically for betas) betas are different fish

i actually use the filter only a few hours a day because i found it was stressing my fish

jeff - did you say you could mix those medications safely? was it indicated that they were compatible on the bottles?

yeh i have the filter running...
oh i will talk to them... i'm freakin out

cowboy beebop does kick ass!

...i also loved Trigun

DAMMIT!
fuck i'm gonna kill this fish *cries*

how long do i have to wait before it's gone?

hm valentines day should die... or at least i should
waaaah

yesterday and today i put Melafix in the tank... that won't harm him any will it? it's just an antibacterial solution... hopefully it won't mix badly with maracyn

missing part of his tail... happened so fast!

NINJA SCROLLLLLLL!

oh and i also liked the Tale of Genji
Grave of the Fireflies
serial project Lain

hmmm....

thanks people... that's a good site jackie... i'm looking for maracyn

hopefully i won't have to take the fish out of the water for treatment as it says finrot is usually due to stress...

and jeff stop eating my fish... ewwww

i have a beta (siamese fighting fish)
he lives alone in a small tank with two plants
for the past month he's been very healthy
this morning i looked in on him and he's missing part of his tailfin and it's in tatters
does anyone know what it might be?
mold? something in the water? fin eating disease? malnourishment?

if anyone has any suggestions on action i can do to save my fish it would be most welcome

thank you

word! cine is detestable

the people (staff and clientel), the noise level, the feeling that they're always spitting in your drinks and food, the nasty smells... it sucks

yeah a lot of junkies hang around duluth between st. laurent and st denis... the dealer used to live on roy and colonial

thank goodness he's gone

are there bars on your windows???

fish is losing its fins fish is losing its fins fishislosingitsfinsfishislosinghisfins

for my fish to look beautiful and healthy with all his fins intact like he was yesterday!!!

another fish dying? NOOOOO

and never getting to talk to people anymore... miss you julie!!!!

how do i save my fish?

i'm losing my teeth i'm losing my teeth i'm losing my teeth i'm losing my teeth i'm losing my teethi'mlosingmyteethimlosingmyteethi'mlosingmyteeth

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vitamin E

you has great teeth... the most amazing smile

sorry simon

and thank you

misunderstandings, miscommunications...

not being able to talk to people

ruined: crying all day
made: fred bringing over movies to make me stop
ruined: huge bruise and big ass bump on my shin
made: early for my therapy appointment and i no longer have to take pills
ruined: losing will to live
ruined: didn't talk to sharon in the end
ruined: can't sleep cuz i'm too nervous and keep having nightmares about my teeth... it's been so long since i've slept a whole night... and there's no human heaters anyway
ruined: feeling too much like shit to make any of the calls i had to make:(
made: heather's coming the dg wednesday woot

spooky posted: "When people lie to one of their friends, the friendship has ended. They don't respect you, no matter what their reason was, or they'd have come out and told you things in the first place."

true, i think the same. sad, but true.

who knows:(

lost my friends and my trust

...s'all about choices...

hey, supposedly i've been on the inside and no one, i repeat, NO ONE respects anything i say and everyone is against me... it doesn't really matter where you've been, people will listen to who and what they want.

i spose i come off as evul just because that's what i am... but i'm trying

and drugs control one's thoughts... at least i've identified this phenomenon within my own sphere of experience sadly... judgement- can be used for good.

shows how closely i read this site... thought it said thinking... hmmm where is my mind?

LIES

lies