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» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 4:48am. Posted in Drugs and artists. |
crack speaks thru people... to me it said YESSSSS |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 4:44am. Posted in OBE's on Ketamine. |
first time i did k i was administered the proper dose by a friend and then immediately after i was told by another guy to sniff the rest of the bag in two large lines. i had no idea about dosages or even what K does and did what i was told. when i started to feel it hit i looked across the room to where i had seen people retreat, but no longer could i make them out as my vision had been shattered, the edges of the this fractured "picture" being pushed to the middle, so all i could see was the walls, moving into my center vision, with tiny shards of colour appearing occassionally in between. i tried to apologize if i acted funny, but instead of words coming out of my mouth i convulsed and flipped off the couch, landing partially upside-down on my neck. i tried to pick myself up but only strangled sounds came from my throat... movement became the way to emit sound and trying to speak induced movement. i gave up struggling as obviously connections were scrambled. my vision faded to black and my consciousness finally hung in a black space... i felt nothing. the black space was completely vacuous and empty, seemingly going on forever in a black that was too black to comprehend. i thought little. i waited. it was incredibly boring. i expected this is where i would experience those deep insights that people had mentioned about k trips... but my thoughts slowed to nothing. i waited. came out of it slowly after about half an hour... started to move with much effort and finally walked around, as if i were an astronaut in a huge suit in little gravity, taking huge comical steps. this part was funny but obviously not a hole. i told the guy who made me do the lines of my experience. he said i had almost acheived a k-hole. i told someone else of this experience and they said i passed the k-hole and went beyond. you can decide. astronautass signing out. |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 4:26am. Posted in Meth dealers. |
after three months of staying off my nails don't bend backwards like paper anymore:) |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 4:18am. Posted in feb. 6th I FORGO T. |
looks good |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 4:01am. Posted in What made/ruined your day?. |
made: movie @ Yeshai's made: msging gaysteve before i talked myself out of it made: fun ideas... makin plans made: good dream finally... jungle party! but like... in the jungle type thing made: sending a smooth operator with a sweet face and silver wit the very first valentine... oh yeahhh baby (how'd that happen?) made: finally coming back to life slowly after being in fever land for so long... seeing, talking and walking with my dad last night ruined: paaaiiiin ruined: nausea, lack of energy |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 3:29am. Posted in Signatures. |
teacup... |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 2:54am. Posted in New Soon, Been Busy But Soon Not!. |
that's a great idea Kafwin... personally i'm completely clueless with computers and it would be handy to have a page with instructions for things like quoting and changing fonts... i'll never figure it out on my own thanks! |
» eltopo replied on Wed Feb 4, 2004 @ 1:34am. Posted in IDJ loves 2 u, Valentine's or not. |
i would love to go... i'll be there mentally! lovin' youuuuu... |
» eltopo replied on Tue Feb 3, 2004 @ 5:45pm. Posted in Secret Valentine Thread.. |
hanky panky!! hey this looks cute... so can i send a general howdy to everyone? y'know like when you'd give those little paper valentines to the whole class... |
» eltopo replied on Tue Feb 3, 2004 @ 11:47am. Posted in Word Association Game. |
follow |
» eltopo replied on Tue Feb 3, 2004 @ 11:46am. Posted in What are you listening to right now?. |
Dj Screwhead - DnB Attack HL vs. ES ^best sets EVAR!!!! *drools* Fred i want MORE! you never sent the third one |
» eltopo replied on Tue Feb 3, 2004 @ 12:24am. Posted in what are you doing right now?. |
i'm crying... think i'll be going to bed now... |
» eltopo replied on Tue Feb 3, 2004 @ 12:21am. Posted in Favorite pick up line. |
fuck you *cries* |
» eltopo replied on Mon Feb 2, 2004 @ 5:10pm. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
when you walk into a room and all yer greeted with is silence... nobody wanting to talk to you like they always say they do Update » regimental911 wrote on Wed Jun 13, 2007 @ 5:47pm ok i guess it only took 45 minutes. |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 30, 2004 @ 3:47pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
to spend more time on myself so i have more to offer to others |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 30, 2004 @ 2:50pm. Posted in Post Your Dreams Here. |
i've been terrified to dream lately cuz i always end up losing my teeth or watching them rot away |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 8:13pm. Posted in All Around Awesome Words. |
immaculate |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 3:52pm. Posted in Kraft Dinner. |
yeah i always thought KD to be pretty expensive maybe i'm just nuts |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 3:07pm. Posted in Kraft Dinner. |
fireplaces work better ian, but i've made fires in lots of strange places... kraft dinner is a symbol of my childhood no matter how much it tastes like rubber ass, it also smacks of nostalgia... warm summer days of innocence, picnics, getting attacked by that rabid doberman.... grilled cheese is also good over the campfire |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 2:53pm. Posted in Single's Valentine night. |
sushi! |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 11:27am. Posted in what's in it?. |
oohhhhh yeah i remember when i tried a moon at attack(?) and i thought HEY this pill is the closest a pill has ever gotten to feeling exactly like meth! yeah... i thought so the all-day intensive life-changing comedown the next day also confirmed it |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 10:17am. Posted in Kitchen Orange Teepee Top. |
hmm... very interesting are they cheap enough that i could convince my scottish mother to lend this penniless bum the flow? |
» eltopo replied on Wed Jan 28, 2004 @ 9:19am. Posted in Kitchen Orange Teepee Top. |
julie! do you think you have any shirts that i could wear??? i'm so sick of my clothes:( |
» eltopo replied on Sun Jan 25, 2004 @ 2:12pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
answers company ...to help chase away misery to feel alright |
» eltopo replied on Sun Jan 25, 2004 @ 1:21am. Posted in Things that please you!. |
email from elisa being treated to Three Amigos and not having to wait in line having muscles... i want!!! |
» eltopo replied on Sat Jan 24, 2004 @ 3:05am. Posted in Anime suggestions ?. |
STILL haven't seen spirited away... bummer |
» eltopo replied on Sat Jan 24, 2004 @ 3:02am. Posted in Badgers?. |
i wuv it every single time... sigh oh! it's a SnaAaaAaaaaKE! |
» eltopo replied on Sat Jan 24, 2004 @ 2:37am. Posted in Single's Valentine night. |
hmmm a singles night eh? is this so we can pool our lonely sadness? if there's sushi, i'm there |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 4:18pm. Posted in Things that please you!. |
watching movies at liam's tonight wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine! |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 4:16pm. Posted in All Around Awesome Words. |
dammit jackie where'd you get spooge? from my head? i couldn't stop saying that a while ago... what does it mean? |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 4:10pm. Posted in Kill bill 2. |
i loved it when gogo died... she had to go in some intersting manner at some point c'monnnnn mang, i'm already waiting in line for this movie! i'm so excited! |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 4:06pm. Posted in save my fish?. |
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i wanna SAVE the fin not tear two fish apart and yeah i got betafix... it heals fins |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 2:39pm. Posted in save my fish?. |
just to say i turned off the filter and ripped it out of the tank and he looks much better hopefull he'll start healing soon |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 2:20pm. Posted in Things that please you!. |
getting to coo over Alexis again and relax with good people soon!! soon soon! saving what's left of my fish |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 2:18pm. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
oh shit i'm so sorry are you ok amanda? |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 2:14pm. Posted in Anime suggestions ?. |
Oh shit Goldenboy is so fucking funny! been awhile tho... and of course Ghost in the Shell is quite the masterpiece although they couldn't quite include everything |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 2:04pm. Posted in What are you thinking about now?. |
w00t! *starts dancing super dance of joy* oh yeaaahhh thanks Seb you're too sweet |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 1:01pm. Posted in What are you thinking about now?. |
how much i wanna chill at Seb's house and play with alexis and listen to Val's stories... you guys are crazy cool i hear he's gotten all bigger! |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 1:00pm. Posted in What are you listening to right now?. |
the doom song |
» eltopo replied on Fri Jan 23, 2004 @ 1:00pm. Posted in music dedications. |
it's fuckin AMAZING! thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu |
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