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2005 August:

your grip gives me cramps
everyday your lies become more painfull
wait... wait... waiting for you is over now
you took part of me with you
and you left it aside for too long
this is over, no more games
how I put shame on you
for putting me through this
cant you see your hurting me?
you keep pushing this knife deeper...

How could you leave me with empty promises?
all these worthless words of hope
when all along... deep inside... you knew
that never would we be together like before
trying to ease the pain for me u think...
when all along you kept making it worst
this waiting is tearing me appart

I know you can see it...
then why dont you be honest to me?
between finding someone for myself
and staying in the dark for you
Im confused about myself now
What was I looking for?
Oh right... "love" LOL!!!

I hate you so much now...
so much that I would hold you in my arms again...
I love you... I love you...
I would of dedicated my life and watch over you
Now im only an angel in the darkness
studying your every moves
In danger id come and rescue you...
becuz I still love you...
but... now I hate you just as much

you taught me something that day...
When it feels so good, so right and so real....
It just fucking bullshit, yet...
I still search for that missguided feeling