crack speaks thru people...
to me it said YESSSSS

first time i did k i was administered the proper dose by a friend and then immediately after i was told by another guy to sniff the rest of the bag in two large lines. i had no idea about dosages or even what K does and did what i was told. when i started to feel it hit i looked across the room to where i had seen people retreat, but no longer could i make them out as my vision had been shattered, the edges of the this fractured "picture" being pushed to the middle, so all i could see was the walls, moving into my center vision, with tiny shards of colour appearing occassionally in between. i tried to apologize if i acted funny, but instead of words coming out of my mouth i convulsed and flipped off the couch, landing partially upside-down on my neck. i tried to pick myself up but only strangled sounds came from my throat... movement became the way to emit sound and trying to speak induced movement. i gave up struggling as obviously connections were scrambled. my vision faded to black and my consciousness finally hung in a black space... i felt nothing. the black space was completely vacuous and empty, seemingly going on forever in a black that was too black to comprehend. i thought little. i waited. it was incredibly boring. i expected this is where i would experience those deep insights that people had mentioned about k trips... but my thoughts slowed to nothing. i waited. came out of it slowly after about half an hour... started to move with much effort and finally walked around, as if i were an astronaut in a huge suit in little gravity, taking huge comical steps. this part was funny but obviously not a hole.

i told the guy who made me do the lines of my experience. he said i had almost acheived a k-hole.

i told someone else of this experience and they said i passed the k-hole and went beyond.

you can decide.
astronautass signing out.

after three months of staying off my nails don't bend backwards like paper anymore:)

looks good

made: movie @ Yeshai's
made: msging gaysteve before i talked myself out of it
made: fun ideas... makin plans
made: good dream finally... jungle party! but like... in the jungle type thing
made: sending a smooth operator with a sweet face and silver wit the very first valentine... oh yeahhh baby (how'd that happen?)

made: finally coming back to life slowly after being in fever land for so long... seeing, talking and walking with my dad last night

ruined: paaaiiiin
ruined: nausea, lack of energy

teacup...

that's a great idea Kafwin...
personally i'm completely clueless with computers and it would be handy to have a page with instructions for things like quoting and changing fonts...
i'll never figure it out on my own
thanks!

i would love to go... i'll be there mentally!

lovin' youuuuu...

hanky panky!!

hey this looks cute...
so can i send a general howdy to everyone?

y'know like when you'd give those little paper valentines to the whole class...

follow

Dj Screwhead - DnB Attack HL vs. ES

^best sets EVAR!!!! *drools*

Fred i want MORE! you never sent the third one

i'm crying... think i'll be going to bed now...

fuck you

*cries*

when you walk into a room and all yer greeted with is silence... nobody wanting to talk to you like they always say they do

ok i guess it only took 45 minutes.

to spend more time on myself
so i have more to offer to others

i've been terrified to dream lately cuz i always end up losing my teeth or watching them rot away

immaculate

yeah i always thought KD to be pretty expensive

maybe i'm just nuts

fireplaces work better ian, but i've made fires in lots of strange places...

kraft dinner is a symbol of my childhood
no matter how much it tastes like rubber ass, it also smacks of nostalgia... warm summer days of innocence, picnics, getting attacked by that rabid doberman....

grilled cheese is also good over the campfire

sushi!

oohhhhh yeah i remember when i tried a moon at attack(?) and i thought HEY this pill is the closest a pill has ever gotten to feeling exactly like meth!

yeah... i thought so

the all-day intensive life-changing comedown the next day also confirmed it

hmm... very interesting

are they cheap enough that i could convince my scottish mother to lend this penniless bum the flow?

julie! do you think you have any shirts that i could wear???

i'm so sick of my clothes:(

answers

company ...to help chase away misery

to feel alright

email from elisa
being treated to Three Amigos and not having to wait in line

having muscles... i want!!!

STILL haven't seen spirited away... bummer

i wuv it

every single time... sigh

oh! it's a SnaAaaAaaaaKE!

hmmm a singles night eh? is this so we can pool our lonely sadness?

if there's sushi, i'm there

watching movies at liam's tonight

wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine!

dammit jackie where'd you get spooge? from my head? i couldn't stop saying that a while ago... what does it mean?

i loved it when gogo died... she had to go in some intersting manner at some point c'monnnnn

mang, i'm already waiting in line for this movie!

i'm so excited!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i wanna SAVE the fin not tear two fish apart

and yeah i got betafix... it heals fins

just to say i turned off the filter and ripped it out of the tank and he looks much better

hopefull he'll start healing soon

getting to coo over Alexis again and relax with good people soon!! soon soon!

saving what's left of my fish

oh shit
i'm so sorry

are you ok amanda?

Oh shit Goldenboy is so fucking funny! been awhile tho...

and of course Ghost in the Shell is quite the masterpiece although they couldn't quite include everything

w00t! *starts dancing super dance of joy*
oh yeaaahhh
thanks Seb you're too sweet

how much i wanna chill at Seb's house and play with alexis and listen to Val's stories... you guys are crazy cool

i hear he's gotten all bigger!

the doom song

it's fuckin AMAZING! thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu