when i don't take speed i can dance forever :)

i would accept the challenge but.... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh

it would be so easy too since i'm not doing any right now

thanks for the excuse ian

my new widdle friend what followed me home from alibi 2

i wish upon a falling star...
i dunno but i'm gonna try
i'll have to do some crime...

can tom cruise act?

woah... i'm so left out

calling gasperu

dancers *:)* teeheehee

to dance my life away

tacos... elisa to be there to eat them with me...
and yasmine too... everyone has to be there

stomache/head aches
chills

hash!!!... from lebanon en plus

dancin, good music, fun ppl, ENERGY

tacos or brains? i mean tacos or dinner at home with company coming over? arrrrrgh

made: alibi2 and the things that got us there (fixing the rainbow slinky)
made: dancing it up to amazing music with goodfun people - so energizing! --- always showing up in rooms when my fave tracks are playin... HEYYYYYYY YA! heyy ya... let yo backbone slide...
made: having more energy then the ppl on DRUGS mouhaha
made: dancing alongside Simon
made: badger-badger-badger-badger:::MUSHROOM MUSHROOM:::... saphir's - dnb, chillin with charlie and spooky and julian, good hugs, good hash, good everything:)
made: yasmine khala khala khala...lebanon? wut wut?
made: spitting fights - a new way to shower :b


ruined: phone is DEAD
ruined: people asking for money... not being paid back
ruined: missed watching movies with al AGAIN!! fuck.
ruined: seb has bad luck

made: seeing julian

^^^ that would be sooooooooo cool for me too.. i want i want

but yeah... i know... sucks donnit :(

"dancing my fat ass off on the dance floor"

MADE: seeing people

ruined: locked out of house
ruined: it's damn cold outside
ruined: being left out and alone
ruined: no way to get money or meds, no job, no help, but big depts which are getting bigger... fucking bank :(

MADE: nieghbour saving my silly chilly ass from the cold till my mom got home

weird inexplainable hives... what the HELL???

depts.
being in this hole... not being able to connect, understand or be with ppl... not being functional in society and NO way out of this

so i'm a motherfucker now, eh eldee? you search the trouble?


but seriously...
HANG IN THERE SEB!!! you're amazing

a way out of this hole!!!!!!

help even... a bit of strength...

to not have made all those mistakes

i wish i had money so i could come visit you julie!!!

-->a good neighbour is a valuable thing

what's with all the hate, whore?

wish i could go :(

i know others who are goin tho....

*cries with pookie in the corner*

WHERE HAVE ALL THE SMILES GONE GODDAMMIT

been looking over some old pictures...

where have all the smiles gone???

fucking detectives that keep you on the phone for hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people who repeat themselves to no end when you got it the first time... fucking redundancy... i just wanna drink my blinkin tea gaddammit


why do ppl who hate mdma take it?

you said it kafwin... i wish i could have one of those days

it didn't look too big for secret society... i different parties need different sizes of venue

i would really like to die too

it's true you know...

happy birthday

i wish you all the best

definitly a BYOV party (v=vibe)

getting a chance to party again - thank you tipsy!

thank you so much tipsy for allowing me to party once again...
it's been soooo lonnnggg

can't wait to see you all there:)

i miss laura... and julian too

happy birthday oliver!!!!

have a good one

i realise i'm not depressed, i'm just a bitch and sick of it
i'll stop writing now...bye ppl

ps. i'll never get to see seb's beautiful baby up close, so be glad your not me eldee

i've been wondering the same thing

is it cuz i did drugs in the past? is it cuz i've stopped doing them? is it the weather? or is it just how i am???

i'm not really bored with life... more horrified
i hate myself for treating ppl like shit and not seeing things right

giving fred a hug

i don't think we've met:(

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