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Candykids really are like pokemons, cause then they grow outof it and evolve into the higher grade of pokemon, giving them more power. ;)

hahaha

Alex, are you searching for the hate or something?

Just quit it duuuuude.

PLUR 'n shit...

seriously...

STOP THE H-A-T-E!

its really fuckin' useless.

I want someone to magicly appear and cheer me up.

Je l'ai l'affaire! criisssssss..

siboire de st-sacramant de tabarnac de COLICE!

Damn, theres so many.
But most of them happened while I was drunk.

About 2 years ago, my friend's parents had gone away. She had a huge kick ass party, with an outdoor pool 'n everything.

Everyone was outside, and I was busy dipping my foot in the water (cant remember why) and I guess I lost balance, cause I fell in. I had my bag on, one shoe on, and a white shirt. I got out, looked up, and her parents had come home early. Her dad (who is Daniel Lemire, for those who know who that is) was looking at me, along with the whole party laughing their heads off.

Kitch, but true.

Trees growing
without wonder.

Its raining
hear the thunder.

Eyes wide open
too focused on hopin'.

suffocating,
procrastinating.

Stuck with choice,
cant hear the voice.

I'll let myself drown,
I'll never be found.

.Throbbing feelings.

They come and go
They pound, I shout
In agony, on my knees,
leave me alone, will you please?
I dont like the tear in your eye,
I dont like that liquid lie.
No use is my mind,
something I cannot find.
No use is time,
Im fucking blind.

drop it

I lay here on this damp grass,
where I know the moment will last.
I look up to the sky,
those stars will never say goodbye.
I feel the wind,
I give it a grin.
I think of you,
I feel the tear drop
I think of you,
I wish I could stop.

Id be a star in the sky.

made: getting money for no reason
ruined: fuck the leaking sky

I had a much better time than I expected, which is
fuckin great... and I DANCED! It had been an eternity. :)

hypocrits

A warm summer evening, with beer and a bench. And some loud friends. lol.

CAT!
(i hope you get back online soon enough)
Are you staying in hull for a long time?Cause you have something of myne that i need, and I just wanto know... hahhaha, it was sooo fuckin' funny gettin drunk with you the night before you left. (SICK BITCH!!! SICK BITCH!! not only one person, TWO!)hahaha.

you waste your breath
what you deserve is death
you backstab
all you think is "too bad"
I find it fuckin sad
that the good people out there
are so rare
why dont they all learn a lesson
instead of always repeatin'
the same old mistakes
theyre just a bunch of FAKES
id like to spit in your face
fucking HUMAN RACE...

Every single smile
could be fake,
every single mile
could easily overtake
your mind,
your thoughts,
Turn into that person you bought.
Have you even got
everything you dropped?
were you smart enough
not to think you were tough
You know it,
life's ruff.
huff huff huff... puff puff puff...
Oh now your THA MAN!
you dont even understand...
Do you know where you stand?




The first word I said, I yelled it.
The second I whispered in his ear,
the third he barely heard me,
cause he was nowehre near.
Now i mumble in my corner,
finding every minute harder
finding you even further.
When i think about murder,
thank god im a prochrastinater
cause im next on the list,
im sick of being so pissed.




Take that shiny knife
press it against my skin
slowly slit small cuts
untill you reach my guts
Ill never had enough.
Its not because im tough,
Its because im weak
I just need a peek
at death
I wanto cut my breath
and all the rest.
Shoot it at my chest.



You may smile
for a while
but is it worth it,
the next morning,
when you just feel like dying?

Frozen

The blue sky gives me hope
the sunshine hits the ground
But then I see a snowflake
That wanted to be found
it was expected by the ice
by the wind
who carried it over,
and let it win
They pile up one by one,
or ten by ten.

I look up to the blue sky,
only to see
a huge cloud moving over me.
I notice a tree,
I look for the leaves,
there are none.
Where have they all gone?
The wind whispers in my ear:
"automn ate them, as the cold came near."

I stomp my foot on winter
leaving a trace
In those million snowflakes
crushing them like enemies.
My teardrop stops,
to freeze on my cheek.
my knees go weak,
as i fall to the ground.
Knees in the snow,
Im letting go.
Hands pressed on my stomach
My forhead slowly dipping,
in those snowflakes I dread.

I can feel my blood freezing,
into dark red ice.
I can feel my veins tightening,
feels like dying twice.
My bleeding heart slowly stops,
pushing out tear drops,
solidifying on their way down
creating a mask
to hide this disgrace,
to hide the expression on my face.

Empty open eyes
stuck in ice.
Teeth biting my lower lip,
to keep me from throwing a fit.
I cannot move
Im being suffocated by winter.
I feel my teeth piercing my lip,
I feel the drop of blood
rolling down
hitting the ground
i let my whole body colapse
because I couldnt care less
I know Im stuck
I let the blood freeze up,
poor out,
Sticking me to the ground
I dont even feel my heart pound
I cant even close my eyes
they are frozen
Nothing more to lose.

I feel the dreaded snowflakes piling up
over me
around me
Then im nothing.
Im part of winter.
My soul hovers
on top of where my body lies,
thats when i realise
I never wanted to be alive.

A flower

Open eyes
scattered across the room
each set observing,
searching for a flower in bloom.
Watching the growth,
sharing possibilities
"What will she turn out like?"
so many maybes.

If she receives enough sunshine
to give her color,
If there are enough thunderstorms
to make her grow faster,
If the soil is stable and fertile
she'll turn out just fine,
we just have to give her a little more time.

the fact that we're all born to die.

shoot stab burn

black...

yes or no?

too hot. too many glowsticks. circulating was a drag... I had fun though.

I havent eaten chicken in years.
you fuckin' carnivores!!! Your eating DEAD FLESH. let me brainwash you abit...
DEAD FLESH DEAD FLESH DEAD FLESH IN YOUR MOUTH DOWN YOUR THROAT.... DEAD FLESH!!!

I'm an alien.

summer........ :[ fuck.

made: warmer weather
made: seeing a friend i hadnt seen in a while.

ruined: my friend getting hurt
ruined: school...
ruined: walking for a WHOLE hour.

I actually do... Its the real stuff... message me on ravewave.

Francais

drugs

mosquito

Im thinking about...... YOU! yeah, you.

Eating Mcdonald's would've ruined my day.

BUSH BUSH BUSH BUSH... ferme ta bouche bush.

ruined: the WIND that makes it sooo damn COLD, SCHOOL, and getting in a stupid argument with my good friend.
made: receiving money in the mail.

BONNE FETE j-f!
happy birthday to you happy birthday to you, happy birthday, happy birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU! =) hehehe.
I hope you HAVE FUN on your birthday...

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stars

IT

flesh