it was you wasnt it !!
you jew-hating-birthday-girl

im cancer too and every other cancer ive met i really get along with...
its crazy how true some of all that astrology stuff is , not necessarily all of it but sometimes its so true that its almost creepy

ruined : my mom , shes absolutely impossible...

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy B-day Yasmine !!

hope you have a sketch-tastic , ****less and pee-filled day :)

arranging my meals on my plate into a happy face shape :)

and pssssst , any time Yasmine
*tinkle tinkle*

made : goin out to see good friends who i really dont see very often , gettin smashed.... go team pitchers !!

s'all good Dan :)

i really dont think i can picture you being mean to anyone anyways....
i think whoever it was hit on me thinkin i was a chick , lol

hi Dan , thx for bein a bitch n flippin out at me on msn last night...

not getting enough personal space

that i could stop being so nice and just tell ppl to stfu when i really dont give a shit n just want them to stop talking

its pretty distractin doin just bout anything while youre coming :P

but damn thatd be a a great way too keep in shape , sex and a great workout all at once

made : sleeping in
made : chillin with friends
ruined : flippin out cuz i couldnt find anything to wear
made : a beautiful spontaneous night with a beautiful friend :) mmmm butterscotch + marshmallow sundae
made : chattin with someone ive seen round for years now and never got to know super well
made : just started reading a new book

ive seen Jean-Seb round for years at parties now , that guys everywhere

and woah , hubba hubba Heather !!

ruined : 3 hours just to get groceries cuz my grandma is so frickin slow and forgetful , and having to cancel on a friend cuz it took so long
ruined : not enough personal space
ruined : totally being canceled on for Survivor night
made : st. pattys day drinkin with friends
made : theres a widget in my beer
made : talking in 5 word sentences

* not having nuff personal space
* ppl who call while smoking a joint , then practically rub it in yourt face that they are and you arent , then procede to bitch/gossip bout things/ppl that dont even involve you
* my dad saying he calls all the time to try n keep in touch and leaves msgs.... BULLSHIT !! i have call display and my answerring machine works just fine

looks like Matts makin that face cuz Fred's arm is around him , haha

p.s. Fred you look like Sideshow Bob with your dreads

made : sunday dinner , Simpsons and doobage with friends
made : Alice in Wonderland + Sorry
ruined : 200 channels and still nothing good to watch...
ruined : feeling like parts of me will never be accepted by the ppl who matter the most

cuz youre so morbid
but i love it :)

beer

made : "Playing It Straight"
made : movies/tv with my grrls

that midget chick with a dick is scary....
it looks like it has downs syndrome and it even has midget cellulite

whack conversations with Yasmine :)

my mom is on k !!! seriously
shes in the hospital cuz she just had surgery , theyre feeding her morphine and k

yowzahs... that topless pic of Katou is just wrong

made : chillin with a friend whos visiting from Mtl
made : going to visit a friend at work n gettin a free dinner made just the way i like it
made : new Six Feet Under
made : my moms surgery went just fine
made/ruined : job interview tomorrow on the other side of town at 1030
made : house to myself all week
made : nifty lookin new hairdryer

the pic is in my profile now

a sexercise bike

now that its brought up hell yeah id love one of those , but i decided to tame myself cuz noone would wanna hear bout that :P

hahaha that rocks...

they should make one for guys with a bj machine on the front of the seat

ruined : watching my mom crying/screaming and in pain for the past week before she has surgery today
ruined : not being able to follow my own good advice
ruined : my grandma smokes the same brand of cigarettes as me , i feel like an old lady...
made : running into friends + weed karma
made : cheesy hhc and grrly drinks :)

made : hangin out with my grrls today , it had been way too long :)
made : arts & crafts
made : talks
made : Charlie And The Chocolate Factory = best movie ever
ruined : my jacket smells like him

ruined : trying to give things a second chance , but not even knowing where to start
made : mmm Wendy's
ruined : way too much spare time and way too much time to think about

finally getting back sumthin id lost , but now im not so sure if i even want it anymore....

cutest pics EVER of Nat :)
i didnt even recognise her at first

fack , if i had a way there id SO love to come party it up with you Amber !!

made : my internet finally works again :)
made : drunken kareoke + good friends
made : memories
ruined : i dont know what to believe anymore

traumadies

mebbe its just me , or mebbe its just the lighting... but are Ariannes eyes 2 different colours in that pic ??

made : best weekend ive had in a long time :)
made : houseparties
made : kisses
ruined : ppl talking shit
made : best quote EVER "Im on E... and ecstasy... oh wait theyre the same thing !!"

eggs