what the fuck is wrong with us....
no,i mean seriously...how senseless can we get

this is a fuckin war....

je deteste que la seule verité absolue soi le mensonge..

morbidly obese

hi my name is evoke...im going to bed ...suddenly....deep sleep.....subconscious...then....weeeeell!shit the bed,im a grey cat walking along the trainyards,making sure no one hurts the paint...eventually having to bust somekung-fu action on some st_bernards...emerging victoriously...then unconscious...i awaken as evoke,wondering if i am evoke,or am i really a grey cat whose dreaming he's evoke.

ellen alien-i need no money to be rich

i want the people around me to stop lying blatantly to my face,and just be themselves for once...

amelie nothomb-hygiene de lassassin

inferiority complex

rabbit in your headlights...
unkle
check the clip out too..

polygon window-audax powder

ummm....paranoia and schizophrenia are two separate things.....and trust me ...you'd know if it were around you....just trust me on this one...

ummm....a good friend of mine's house burned down and he doesnt have any where to go....and the fact that I cant help him out forever....I feel shitty if I refuse him stayin over...

chai tea with honey and milk....

made: im actuall gonna make it through this semester....

hopes

when will i do anything else besides skool ,homework and working.....?

fucking right...

we still got resources...
we'll figure it out tomorrow

snow

what would jesus do?

aphex twins-violin solo

made:twelve hours at school workin on projects...and actually enjoying the whole thing
ruined:the 363 not even stopping to pick me up shortly followed by warm booze vomit on my pants while waiting for the next bus

radiohead-idioteque...sadly, not as tasty as it used to be.

I'm such a fucking nihilist...

painting........


again.

I'd awfully like to be in the country right about........now,this city is making me sick....

saddens me to realize just how fucking hard it is to be a respectful person and make honest decisions...takes quite some time to create something, yet mere seconds to destroy it ....takes money and lots of working to buy something or you could just steal it...wouldn't take much fer me to go back to my old ways.
I guess being righteous for a change isn't that easy,that's all I'm tryin to say

raumschmiere-bottle living

no money...
no candy...

time flies....too fucking fast to my liking.

having way too many hours at work,even more hours at school with homework n all,and virtually no time left for me too sit down and work on personal projects...too much producing,and far from enough creating,im getting behind on a few things,hope things'll settle down once most of my school supplies are paid for...i miss having too much time...

working on some stencils and doin some homework at the same time....son of a fuck,gettin back to school's quite rough

multiple hellfish tracks

fisherspooner-just let go

why does it smell like burnt meat?

why am I still awake when i'm about to work in like 6 hours....

seems a lil redundant [ but.....com ] absence of regenerative sleep,and its makin me lose it...

shitiwassureyouwerenotalesbianhowcouldiknowguessilljackoffandsleepaloneagain...

peace out