eventually.....one day...or so I hope...finding out what happens to meself after I die.

my guess is stardust and wormfood,nothing more,nothing less.

your gonna die...

hummm...even better,hemp is one of the strongest plant based fibers on earth,one of the healthiest cooking oils,the safest high,around ten times more ecological and profitable than paper made with trees,(cookies)made a close friend of mine eat(and I mean a fuckin lot!) for the first time in two and a half months,considering he was near terminal phase cancer,was the primary excuse to hate and refuse entrance to the mexicans in the states(the word marijuana was coined by the american govt.,they believed it sounded mexican and scary...i'm fuckin dead serious!),is a highly potent fuel,when used wisely,stimulates creativity,pays my rent,paid most of my college,and last but not least....the whole "MARIJUANA SCARE" thing was set up initially to prohibit and demonize the ganja,all so,amongst many others,companies like fruit of the loom and other textile ,paper and fuel ceo's could rake in the cash without being hindered by sensi
and it's enormous source of practical transformations,americana didnt like that,at all....dont believe me?Just look it up,or better even,read"the emperor has no clothes".

impatience...i mean...fuck...what the hell,whats the bloody rush.

the voices in my head...

right now...listening to the neighboors scream,cry and break stuff

frozen raisins...

so....
she goin ta florida or what?

hummmmmmmm....
making sushi morrow

disillusionment,re-evaluating values and regret...

lemon yogourt and strawberries....

sketching....

teeth

hellfish...

the bible....heard it was a good story

*PPPPPPPpuuaarrggggkkee* I'm lovin every bit of it....

It's inside all our minds,happens to everyone...
many times during one's sleep,the mind eradicates all sense of logic,leaving place to countless dreams and nightmares.It absorbes and absorbses and in the end,eyes wide shut,it decides to vomit,spewing every vile and beautiful thought in such a chaotic manner,that at times,you may cum or you may cry....what has your mind gifted you with recently?


.evoke.

one of my old friends called me from the police department,he got arrested with 2500 bucks and 30 bags of crack,he doen't need this right now,and i'm afraid jail(which is where he'll be for sure)will screw whatever is left of his soul,it hurts inside...alot.

today...the lips of a sweet bird perfectly locking with mine,the kind that comes with shivers...hadn't happened in a long while

hellfish-audionuns.

right now....i'm thinking about how stupid ,relentless and blind i've been during my youth...it may be too late in some cases...but i'm glad i've changed

thank you

like a virgin....been in my head fer the past three days..i need help

venetian snares-we be friends with child killers

bulwinkle

11:27

nin-angel

war

war

war

war

war

war

war

dreidel

postal service-random tracks

made:samwich with avocadoes,tomatoes,cilantro,olive oil,cream cheese,mayo 'n' pepper
ruined:where's my wallet?

ummm...that thing you said about balloos...

papercut or ingrown nail?

listening to the piercing screech of my computer...which,sadly,is entirely ruining'march of the pigs'.Ithink I'm gonna join them amish...

I've said it quite often already, but I can't get it out of my system...
I fucking hate crack...assfucking crack...bloody whore recruiting crack.The worst greed inducing substance on this planet,the first few hits are kinda cute,or maybe just doig it once in a blue moon might be "ok",personally,i'd rather pass,cuz i've seen more than my share of peeps become weak slaves to this blissful death of a rock.some of them far from weak souls,many of them plenty of will and strong of mind,in a much more stable state of mind then mine just degrade into faded copies of themselves,retaining no sense of value, respect or humane emotions.I don't know if this is a problem that somehow only affects me to this degree,but it's fucking pissin me off,i mean...for fuck's sake,this is practically one of the few things stressing me emotionally these days.I guess all I have to say is stay the fuck away from crack kids!I mean who really wants large debt,no spending money,small dick, shitty sleep pattern and no appetite whatsoever,I'm gonna stick with huffing glue.