| Posted On: | 2007-01-31 18:00:38 |
Down and out, I wish I could scream
I don't know why I feel so mean
Anger and rage all about to burst
I hurt myself if you don't hurt me first
There's only pain and fear between each ear
I try to steer, into a brick wall I veer
I don't want to go on but I can't stop
I live, I feel and when I rise I drop
I hurt somehow, not knowing why
I don't need to live, or need to die
I let go so fast, in the blink of an eye
I'm down and out, but not enough to cry
I wish I could simply cast it all away
There's nothing inherently wrong with my way
I didn't lose or abuse anything that I had
And yet all my happiness is passing like a fad
If I could I would easily change my mind
But to all that's right, it seems I'm blind
I don't need you here, I don't need anything
But I wish I knew the cause of this sting
Why can't I be someone, anyone else
Would that change anything about myself
Is it my choice to believe in what I need
Is my quest for happiness nothing but greed.