| Posted On: | 2008-09-27 12:19:13 |
i thought i'd tell you about my dream last night. most of my dreams are so dark and scary, but dreams should be liberating and light. i dreamt i was running away from zombies after i shared some words and time with them. i feel like i'm stuck in the underground, and i don't know how to fly up towards the light... towards freedom. i can see you and everyone else from the family up there, but somehow i enjoy it in the depths of darkness... i need to get out! i don't want to be down there anymore... sleep isn't restful to me. it's always a struggle just to keep alive. it's ridiculous. the only one i am running from is myself.