I dunno Caro :(
hopefully on Christmas break sometime...maybe I will drive down? who knows
I would come sooner on a weekend but I work weekends now (friday and saturday) and I need the money :( But I PWOMISE I will come soon... ish :)

and I am happy for you and jeff

atreyu- aint love grand

getting good marks on stuff at school
my nerding it up is paying off..somewhat :)

going to toronto next month
and going to tremblant with like 20 ppl in february!!!!!!

almost 2 months for me and my bebe :)
and Ive never been so happy..
*sigh* i appreciate him :)

I saw it for the first time last week (i think last week) too
it was fucked
with the tranny fucking her fake son and the 17 year old ....crazyyyy

happy birthday ninja!!

happy sweet sixteen to my very favorite piece of trash in the whole world...

ruined: sick all weekend
ruined: barfing from coughing so much
ruined: not working this weekend..byebye money :(
ruined: the atreyu show in Toronto is sold out..both nights :( :( :(
ruined: tons of homework
made: my boy taking care of me all weekend when I was sick
made: feeling a bit less sick now
made: coming home and taking a nice nap on my break between classes today
made: knowing the long weekend is coming up and im gonna eat lots of turkey and stuffing

ruined: SOOO sick
ruined: having to take the weekend off work just cuz Im so sick
ruined: lots of fighting with parents
ruined: feel like crap
ruined: confused and bummed out about lots of stuff
ruined: my parents going out of their way to make things harder for me
made: going to spend the weekend in bed @ my boys while he takes care of me and feeds me soup

death by stereo- beyond the blinders

relaxing and being proud of how much homework i actually finished tonight :)

The road trip me and my bebe have planned for November...children of bodum and lamb of god (more for my boy then me..lol) and then were gonna stay and see atreyu and taking back sunday a few nights later...havent been to TO in ages and I cant fucking wait :)

getting drunk and rowdy..getting in fights with a chair

getting 12 hours of sleep last night
I soooo needed that.

made: good weekend
made: seeing brit on her bday
made: getting totally fucking loaded on saturday night
made/ruined: got in a fight with a chair
made: causing trouble when im drunk
made: today
made:

ruined: super shitty day yesturday
ruined: sick (grrr stupid cold)
ruined: stressing about stuff
made: i got a 25 cent raise (not much but soemthing)
made: my baby stopping by on my break to give me chocolates and a card and take me to lunch cuz he knows i had a shitty day yesturday
made: party tomorow night..its gonna be wicked!
made: gonna get drunk tomorow yay yay yay
made: pauly shore marathon maybe this sunday!

also even if i delete the old one..go back on ravewave..and i have no icon..when i try upload a different one my old one comes back

Ok i found where
but when I brows and try to change it when it should put the new pic there it looks like i uploaded the same one AGAIN
grrr

nevermind
i got it
its all under control.

I cant find where
wa wa wa
someone help me pls

made: killswitch/18visions/from autumn to ashes last night...great show
made: seeing tons of friends at the show
made: going to the works for dinner yesturday yum yum
made: how happy I am every time I even see my boy or think of him..awee sappy.
made: my decision to stop eating junk food 24/7 for a little while
made: Getting soooo much hwk done today..I feel SOOO productive
made: get to sleep in tomorow (somewhat anyways)
made: not fighting with mah bestfriend anymore after nearly a whole week
made: dropped my 2 stupid classes and set things up to start a new course im actually gonna like in january..byebye travel and tourism!
made: this weekends gonna be awsome
ruined: sooo tired at school all the time
ruined: I wanna go on a trip somewhere soon but I cant cuz of lack of time and money
ruined: Missing certain friends

tomorow...killswitch, eighteen visions and from autumn to ashes :)

eighteen visions - lost in a dream

made: spending time with Adam all weekend
made: getting really really drunk
made: mmmmm 40s...mmmmm Jack Daniels
made: waking up early on sunday and taking caro out for breakfast
made: doing daytime stuff all day sunday
made: spending sunday night being lazy and lying in bed
ruined: huge fight with my bestfriend and havent spoken to her in days :(
ruined: waking up at 6 am this morning when its still dark out and I just wanna stay in bed
ruined: falling asleep in school off and on all day

going out to breakfast with caro!!!!!!!!

hahaha Ok i pwomise I wont laugh :) hehe
the address of my work is 243 bank (bank @ lisgar) and i work 11:30-6:30 :) )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAWOOOO BABY :)
cant wait to seeeeee you
MUAH MUAH MUAH I *HEART* you ohhh so much
have a great fucking birthday! :D

caro is gonna stop by my work tomorow and see me :)

death by stereo-beyond the blinders

made: last night
made: long walks
made: talking for hours with my boy
made: lotsa fun stuff to do this weekend
made: 40's friday, jackdaniels saturday!
ruined: my total lack of motivation right now
ruined: i dont wanna work this weekend (wa wa wa)

ummm as if you didnt tell me ur coming to ottawa jeff :( wa wa wa

made: savings bonds turning out to be more then I expected
made: found my lost sunglasses
made:all round good mood
made: got my ticket for killswitch/from autumn to ashes/eighteen visions
made: got most of my homework done at school
ruined: my english teacher is an IDIOT.

Im gonna have to agree with jeff on this one.

made: getting really drunk on saturday
made: road trip with my boy just so we could go to the drive in
made: being so happy.
made: hanging with family
made: being lazy
made: pauly shore movies
made: go carts!
ruined: TONS of bruises from go carting
ruined: the weekends over :( :(

made: relaxing day yesturday just swimming and hanging out with mah boy
made: scrary movies
made: skipping a pointless orientation this morning and getting to sleep in
made: not waking up alone :)
made: so happy lately :)
ruined: everything is fucked up with my shifts at work
ruined: gettin home from school today...a 50 min bus ride..a 20 minute walk..a 5 min bus ride..then a 5 min walk...SOOO annoying

im gonna send them back with caro when she comes to ottawa for the wedding on the 12th

talking to my parents and figuring out a way to switch programs in the winter...even tho it means i have to stick with something i dont wanna do until the winter..meh..more credits is better then less I suppose :)

only having class from 8-10am tomorow so mah boy is picking me up after school and were gonna go swimming at his house and have a sleep over hehe ;)