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Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» AngryChinchilla replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 8:14pm
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Don't mind me. i have no one around to vent to..

dont u hate procrastinating?

i found out that a course i want to take at the college is at the out of town campus which is...1-2 hours away
so much for that idea
then it dawned on me...
its the end of march
i dont know when university deadlines are
i cant even find my transcript
and im starting a new job thats 7:30-6 mon -fri
i wanted to talk to a conscellor, i want to get my application in...
now im fucked
i had all the time in the world with my other job to go there during the day, talk to someone, figure out what the fuck i want to do
now ill have no time what so ever
for all i know the application deadline is next week and im screwed
i have no one to blame other then myself
and now im fucked
what the hell am i supposed to do now?
i dont want to be the only one whos not going to school in sept
i feel like such a failure and i havent even started school yet..
its not like i can ask for a day off in the first week of my job
jesus christ what have i done
now my moms questioning me and what i wanna do
i wanna do interior designing
yes..i live in winnipeg, and sure, theres probably no job oppritunities here what so ever, but i dont care, ill move..but now im questioning myself
is this what i want to take?
theres nothing else i can think of that i would want to take...
im so fucking unmotivated..
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» djAmalgam replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 8:17pm
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get a shitty full time job and that will motivate you to go back to school. trust me, i know :P
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» AngryChinchilla replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 8:18pm
angrychinchilla
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this job might just be that shitty one for all i know

god im so fucking stupid
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» shpud replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 8:22pm
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cant you just get a day off your new job...or call in sick and go see a councellor..there are sollutions to your problems..we can work this out..dont be frightened
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Oliver_TwisteD replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 9:07pm
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School is not something you nessacarily have to rush. lots of people take a year off before university. and you should flee winnepeg~
If I were you I would Get a student loan and go to a good university in a good city.
It Could work out~
and in any case, I'm sure you'll be fine!
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» soyfunk replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 9:42pm
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yeah it's all about those temporary shit jobs
it'll make you appreciate school alot more
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Sun Mar 23, 2003 @ 9:44pm
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worrying about your education doesn't make you unmotivated.. it means you care.

Talk to that counsellor person and see what would work out best for you in your present momment.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» AngryChinchilla replied on Mon Mar 24, 2003 @ 6:59am
angrychinchilla
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no
i cant get a loan
i refuse to be paying that shit off until im 80 years old

i already took a year off
my plan was to take this night course at the college
one night a week
that way i can still work and save
it turns out its in the fucking boonies
so much for that idea
so im like,...i guess i could stay univeristy then
but
yeah
im screwed
even if i wanted to do the college thing, i alrewady missed that deadline
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