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» eltopo replied on Mon Dec 22, 2003 @ 6:28pm. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
when you can only doze for maximum two hours a day... it's been a week and it's driving me crazy plus it's mad boring! |
» eltopo replied on Mon Dec 22, 2003 @ 6:25pm. Posted in Happy Birthday Dom!!!!. |
yo happy birthday Doom! have a good one |
» eltopo replied on Mon Dec 22, 2003 @ 6:20pm. Posted in More Drugs. |
oh yay nunavut huffing gas work my way up to paint! |
» eltopo replied on Sun Dec 21, 2003 @ 5:12am. Posted in What made/ruined your day?. |
made: seeing elisa finally made: waking up to rassie being lovey- brought him home from the vet last night made: talking to people made: facing fear of people, sorta made: sending christmas cards made: talking to my rents... my efforts to be nice to my mom seem to be fruitful... living there is a bit easier ruined: not enough time and money to send gift to family ruined: going away for two days and leaving my mom alone when we were supposed to decorate the tree ruined: missing electronic high ruined: being so nervous i forgot to eat the bagel my mom got me ruined: paxil is not helping the nerves or the stomach ruined: i miss people in montreal ruined: being alone and awake in someone else's house. i can't wait to see yas for breafast and chill with julie both kinda good and kinda bad... paxil for some reason makes me awake when for other people it makes them sleepy... when the hell am i gonna get more then 2 hours sleep? |
» eltopo replied on Sun Dec 21, 2003 @ 4:57am. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
when friends care more about drugs then you |
» eltopo replied on Sun Dec 21, 2003 @ 4:55am. Posted in Things that please you!. |
talking with heather breakfast with yasmine who's willing to hide me in her belly seeing and talking to elisa |
» eltopo replied on Sun Dec 21, 2003 @ 4:36am. Posted in Meth dealers. |
i'm up for the collective suicide |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 2:04pm. Posted in Got Khat?. |
i know i can never shut up around her... man i have to calllll youuuuu :( i could use a good chat |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 1:03pm. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
^i hate that too but what i really hate today is not knowing what to do... feeling like i've been left totally in the dark |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 1:02pm. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
yayee! i love you caro!:D |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 12:53pm. Posted in The question of the day is.... |
what the fuck is going ON? |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 12:49pm. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
hey caro... i'm not trashed am i? come hang with me i miss ppl... even if i am weird and nervous right now |
» eltopo replied on Sat Dec 20, 2003 @ 10:40am. Posted in the tummy thread.. |
you people have cute bellies awwww |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 7:50pm. Posted in the tummy thread.. |
you can have mine |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 3:53pm. Posted in The official ravewave bootycall thread !. |
sammy's pants got good taste |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 3:47pm. Posted in Invisable. |
how come my name disappears from the people online sometimes? am i invisible? |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 3:07pm. Posted in Crazy Fucking Day. |
shit are you ok lee? |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 2:52pm. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
constantly fucking up my plans and not seeing people i really want to see |
» eltopo replied on Fri Dec 19, 2003 @ 2:09pm. Posted in More Drugs. |
sorry! i was just kidding about coming over i didn't think you'd take it seriously i'm protective over my space too... to a fault |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 3:23pm. Posted in More Drugs. |
except me cuz i have none. he just beats my face in... in a loving way... demanding i rob a bank he really cares!!! |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 2:58pm. Posted in More Drugs. |
can i come over? |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 2:57pm. Posted in Meth dealers. |
i wish i were dead and about rock bottom... i've been hitting it for quite sometime... but i see another level down there... i love you whatee |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 12:46pm. Posted in Crazy Fucking Day. |
i worry about you on the roads lee |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 11:18am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
scott - tell me about it... time to puke:( again i hate this pain andd your sig- i ask myself that a lot |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 10:51am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
they won't... if they're anything like the people i know they don't care... especially about anybody besides themselves and what's making them feel down or funny... or good for that matter |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 10:37am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
you could be happy and uncaring on an antidepressant, if you can stand the puking... but then again i'm on paxil and i find i'm increasingly bloodthirsty... i wanna gut someone just to roll in their blood and wear their skin |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 10:35am. Posted in What made/ruined your day?. |
made: morning walks in a winter wonderland... and no one knows i'm in my pjs |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 10:27am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
yea but that hurts too |
» eltopo replied on Thu Dec 18, 2003 @ 10:21am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
kafwin i hear you... i've learned my lesson over and over... you can't help anyone who doesn't want to be helped, it never works no matter how much we try... and yet people just always have hope... caring hurts:( feeling disconnected and too scared to make an effort to be close to people |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 6:47pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
to give orlon a monkee |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 11:20am. Posted in The Picture Thread.... |
that's an amazing picture:) |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 11:09am. Posted in What do you want today?. |
my rassie back to be better ...(to be able to eat and see ppl...) |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 11:00am. Posted in Meth dealers. |
why aren't i dead? |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 10:55am. Posted in Be A Smart Stupid When Possible. |
yay spooky! you make me smile you totally missed the beauty carlos... i think we gotta badger it up sometime |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 10:52am. Posted in Got Khat?. |
that's what i thought... they spelled your name wrong!!! |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 10:50am. Posted in i'm gonna get so fucking high tonight.... |
yeah coffee hurts like a bitch... makes me puke sometimes but nothing like a tim hoes iced cap... yummmmy and yerba mate is the shit i love my chai but i'm on drugs again... tripping on paxil hardcore, or no wait they just make you normal... well i'm tripping on "normal" then... fuck it's scary |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 10:32am. Posted in More Drugs. |
thank you ontheroadagain the guilt it driving me crazy dancing at home when no one's looking is the only thing that got me thru some weeks Caro i'd love to see you... i just thought you had stopped talking to me just like everyone else call me anytime |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 9:22am. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
my cat is dying |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 9:19am. Posted in Why do you rock.... |
cuz you understand and care |
» eltopo replied on Wed Dec 17, 2003 @ 9:07am. Posted in What made/ruined your day?. |
ruined: i get one week of keeping my food down after 7 solid weeks of tossing cookies, and then i take paxil and up comes everything all over again. ruined: the pain the pain the pain... and the burning ruined: crying at odd times... not being able to control it... people seeing ruined: people can sneak up on me now... it's not helping paranoia at all ruined: can't think anymore... brain's been replaced by marshmallow... including my inner ear - i have no balance... acting weird in front of friends and not meaning to ruined: why do i feel like this? can't be the paxil... ther's like no side effects. ruined: missing julian's birthday cuz i felt like shit SORRRYYYYYYY i know i said i'd go... i was so sure i would... made: hanging with leelee (sorry for acting so weird) made: talking to julie... i'm rethinking the whoring myself thing... thanks! made: confusing seb by laughing at everything |
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