Calling Milodie: What's up? Did yo find anything?

Check in, even to just say helloooooo.

Agree 100 % . Who else, than a devilish creature would have permit this stuff. Extrme high/extreme pain in just a few minutes.

Coming down, slowly. Does anybody know why we have to? Come down I mean.

Not to be mistaken with going down.

One thing for sure: when a person has a predisposed (already existing) condition of bipolarity ( natural, difficulty to control mood swings) smoking the white smoke ( freebase) is equally the best and the worst thing to do.

Thanks the gods I met with this powerful substance at 52 instead of 22.

I would be dead, no doubt in my mind.

The first time I experiment the cosmic orgasm, I recognized the place.
I have been there before, sober on my own.

So I told myself: remember, you know how to get there.

This certitude made it easier for me to control my intake and the frequency.

What's getting more difficult thou, is that I am in the process of changing my legal drugs. A little less of this, a little more of that, etc. with the end result that I am more often down ( or more precisely : emotionally numb) and less often (high strung) vibrant.

Enough for tonight.

It helped me to write while I was crashing inside. Now the worst part is gone.

Nothing is more effective to dull the pain than focusing on a precise task. Whatever it is.

Thanks

Formal notification to readers of this post: I lied!!!

Was not borned in 1979.

Who me?

I'am a fast learner so... thanks for the welcoming party!

How do I post an avatar?

And btw, Milodie, where are you?

You started this thread so come on, let us know if you found anything.

Thanks. No wonder you are more than 31,000 times cool.

So Milodie 's looking for a place... Why did you imply she needs anything else? Because you'r a doush...

Hey I'm new here enlight me, what's a doush?