a medium to large crush :)

i didn't say what he did is right- drunk drivers should be shot- but that doesn't change how purty his face is

i can't get over how fucking sexy that is

BAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHA that's amazing!
by the way- did you see i posted a pic for you in my cancun pics

you really should- watch them- the season filae wasliek the most heartbreaking shocking show in history

i've never seen such a sexy mug shot in my life *goddamn*

i've been waiting for this premiere liek you can't imagine

omg NO i didn't do anythign sexual- seriously- dino already told you so i seriously dont know why you're all still asking

and you know what the funniest thing is? almost EVERY ONE of my guy friends have asked if he has a big dick (5 GUYS i spoke to, was their first question)! i dont think i even had ONE girl ask- i might be wrong but i'm pretty sure about that. just a strange observation.

thank you dino (minus the ricky martin comment *lol*)

i didn't go backstage?

it 'happened' before i got there, i didn't see it

and i mean hell, lindsay lohan caught jessica simpson doing coke and no one made a big deal about that. the tabloids really aren't interested in things like that, if they wanted to i'm sure they could find celebrities doing drugs liek crazy. they're more into: "look at her with no make up!", "nipple!", "he cheated on her and now she's mad!" theyre' not interested in *really* bad stuff

and i didn't have to answer it, amanda was obviously right, that's exactly what happened

about?

you're a fucking idiot, shut up already

you dont need pics, it's not like they're impossible to meet obviously, i mean it's usually just a matter of luck and being at the right place at the right time

i jsut double checked, the gazette said 14 000- sorry but that's still closer to 20 000 than 20

[ en.wikipedia.org ]

"It has the largest seating capacity of any amphitheatre in the NHL with a seating capacity of 21,273 persons"

oh yeah 20? try 20 fucking THOUSAND

man you and jason were there for me big time :) supporting the team *lol* jason was unfortunate enough to get a phone call at 5:30 am though *lol*

when i get my voice back i'll tell you katherine :)

by the way ian,- when was the last time you had a room full of girls in your bedroom wanting to fuck you? never- yeah that's what i thought.

eh- howie was there too. he's like 5'3 or 5'4, we were eye to eye with my heels on, i thought he was gay for sure, but i guess not.
kevin's married, brian was here with his wife and bebe, and aj's sober now, so they all went straight to the airport after the show.

drunk, coked up, but he still has this disturbing sex appeal.

and i have other goals (believe it or not)

yeha- you have no idea.

:) only she understands :) (and jason) and other poeple who have known me at some point well enough at some point since i was like 11 years old! it's been my dream for like 10 YEARS!!!
here's a few shitty camera phone pics. frikken dream come true (it wasn't quite how i imagined it- but it's actually almost better). and yes. i saw him naked.

yes- i did spend the night at nick carter's hotel room.

being really hurt and not even getting a 1/2 decent apology

funniest thing ever: 3 of us dumping this sad case *never again*
madE: carolee schneeman vernissage (once in a lifetime opportunity!)
madE: amazing party friday night!
ruined: ugh- totally dont have a chance with my crush
madE: partying at Bishops with my girls all weekend- god bless that mexican tequila! lol
made: amazing nap and fire last night
made: new outfit for the bSb
made: great library books :) who knew spoons were so fabulous?
made: CAN"T WAIT TIL TOMORROW! automatically going to be one of the best days in the history of the world
madE: good stuff all around

happy: i dont have a job for once- and i'm actually not stressed

kidding? he's more delicious than ever!

FUCKEN MEETING THE BACKSTREET BOYS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

made: love my classes so much
made: even being considered for an exemption from second year class is a huge compliment, even if i dont make it
madE: and if i dont i think i'll be super happy anyway
made: new building and facilities are too frikken good to be true- WAY TOO FRIKKEN GOOD
love love love love love fibres

ruined: still no email :( *poo*
made: school full of foxes

made: got 2 jobs at 2 places i really like
madE: MEXICO TOMORROW!
ruined: cant frikken find my favorite towel
ruined: nervous wreck
EESH: i'd better win my frikken auction! BETTER!

who is that? she's beautiful

yeah i think the goth shops would probabyl have some nice ones

f;sengorugnipzu sold out in 10 minutes so;gn;isdngggggidugnn still so disspointed estieeofnvsoovn

wow really? i use the site to check out jobs but i didn't know they could find you. good stuff. thanks sam (ps: happy birthday)

i want a hot black lacy top. good idea on where to get one

i still call him puff daddy. he sold out with the p. diddy thing and this is even worse.

this news sucks, the one about 50 not paying his hoes is better

*LOL*