Such a life
"such a life, such a life,such a life,
I'm a comet (common, uncommon?).. honestly
I don't know why"
All my friends got flowers in their eyes
But I got none this season
All of last year's blooms have gone and died
Time doesn't give a reason
well hey maybe you ask yourself
Sometimes what you need to be forgiven
Everything that you ever done wrong
Is the reason that I'm driven
Straight to tears
Waiting here for you
Wanting to tell you
How I get me ends and my beginnings mixed up, too
Just the way you do
I thought if I told you
You might want to stay for just another day or two
It's just like answers that come in small packages that go in
the mail
Waiting for the trains that just never come
Beginning to believe in
The disappearing nature of the people we have been
We have begun to change
Into the worst kind of people
So unkind Oh apologies
No apologies
This apology doesn't describe
The way it feels to feel for you
Waiting here for you
Wanting to tell you
How I find myself slowly disappearing, too
Just the way you do
I thought if I told you
You might want to help me to remain with you
I just wanna stay for a little while
I wanna stay a little while
Oh, come on

Cause there's a night life just falling down on me
I just feel like a change
Beneath the sun in the summer a sea of flowers
Won't bloom without the rain
But oh this desert life
This high life
Here at the dying end of the day
I wasn't made for the scene, baby
But I was made in this scene, baby
It's just my way
I don't wanna go home alone
I wanna come on home to you
Waiting here for you
Wanting to tell you
How I line my sky with all the silver I can use
Just the way you do
I thought if I told you
You might want to stay for just another day or two

Isn't that just like disappearing into the sum of yourself
and the person you are disappearing into
it's like one plus one equals nothing at all
one plus two equals nothing at all
one plus me equals nothing at all
one plus you equals one plus you equals you equals
you and you and you and
nothing at all...

tu es trop trop cute! go girl, I ll vote for you when you ll be on canadian idol.!
hahah!

Happy b-day my dear...
i miss you a lot; have a great one! don t be too wild, you ll have the rest of your life to appreciate what it has to offer.!
take care

big kisses xoxoxoxoxo
Cat

I gave all I had without realizing I didn't keep anything for myself.

new order - 1963

made: wemf
made: sunshine
made: fire fighter
ruined: you
ruined: denial
ruined: narcissistic
and much more...

you

rest from that feeling of emptiness inside. This world is made of selfish people that convince each other they are generous.

how some of us aren't feeling soo good, being depress but still keep the mask of happiness and we get soo easily fooled by this, or we just don't want to look deeper in fear of finding what we can't deal with...Life is a plant, with sun and water, it will grow, without it will die. Be alert with each other, don't let life fade away because we were to busy to feel concern. ='( *cries*

Jean-Seb tu n'etais pas de ceux qui se fondent dans la masse. Tu etais different. Tu avais ton style unique et ta classe surtout. On ne pouvait que te respecter ne serais-ce que pour l'audace dont tu faisais preuve. Tu savais animer et donner (ou re-donner) le sourire a ceux qui t'entourait. Tu es maintenant une etoile qui scintille dans le firmament, belle et unique comme de ton vivant. Veille sur nous et a bientot. xox .

it s all about staying balance, zen...to be able to enjoy it and live to tell about it. *inside* =)

right, cuz we really need to zoom in to notice that small and insignifiant details...pfffff right!? lol C.

Caro, maybe Pascale has the dirty look but you surely got your hands to work. haha just joking, what would i know anyways...i wasn t there. =) =(

...and you turn out to be a queen...xox C.

Kafwin smiles, Pat and your famous finger.
typical.

C.

while Whatee was sleeping...




Pascale and Caro play the game of LIFE. =)

baxter- fading

first thing is learning all about it. second thing is: do you really know yourself?. third thing is called CONTROL over myself. and if you can't do those 3 easy steps then you shouldn't be doing Crystal Meth. tkx

what are we talking about now!?...
anyways...obviously not the subject.
vigilantism vs. dealers.
=p

I don t know you ScottyP but seriously, if you stop judging people for a second
and try to listen a little bit more to
what others have to say it might help you understand some actions. stop being
so stubborn about everything, you too can still learn from life.
(no offense)

-fact: more you say to someone that doesn t believe it yet...this is bad for you, more they will take it to prove you wrong.

-fact: yes the only way to learn in life is to make your own conclusion after hurtful experience.

-fact: some stuff is fuckin bad and yes we all hope you ll make it to that point of realisation 'cause some drugs kill. (sad but true)

i agree that no one has the right neither the power of stopping you doing it using judgement and critics. but seriously, listening to someone older that been there and learned from it can t hurt!.

my personal opinion...C.

i m lost...what are we talking about now?!...

you re soooo deep hun'...good stuff someone finally make a point that worth reading.

always... :lol

miss u too Jooliee! =) mwah xox

Caro i hate to see you soo sad...
hope thing are going better today! =l

heroine debate part [ 2...ca ] we make on 6pages too! =) haha

here s a little something that could bring a point:
-Anyone struggling with low self-esteem (mostly teenagers), is highly susceptible to Crystal Meth addiction.
-Crystal made me cool. It made me sociable. It made me feel like I m somebody. I stopped eating, I rarely slept. I use to stay up all night in my room listening to drum and bass and fucking myself up.I would hear voices and see things that weren’t there. The voices were faint whispers; faint whispers plotting against me. I became a sketch case.

[ www.crystalrecovery.com ]

all bunch of unaware drug addict!...scary.

Cat it s meeeee! :lol

made: sunny day
made: almost x-mas vacation
made: lord of the ring 2morrow.

ruined: i m sick
ruined: some ppl i know look sad and it make me sad too!

i m sick! fuckin cold...grrr

snowflake! =)

tweakend... pfffff

people who avoid you because they can t tell you face to face what s their fuckin problem.

having dinner with my best friend and going party after that... yee! =)

homeless people... =( some of them are sooo young or sooo old, they shouldn t look so sad and lonely.

happiness and loneliness...

win at the loto! i wish... =(