hmm using the dating website thing as a argument to put someone else down is not working at all, it also shows that you were there too, so you're in the same situation....

lol :) :) :)

hmm, let's see what i can find...




and a nice one...


this is one birthday i really liked, we were apple-picking after earthdance, and the people there decorated the room with fluo string and made this nice fluo wood thing...

and then we are apple cobbler :)

pink long skirt and gray tank top

now - flowered fluorescent green beach see-through pants, purple orange and pink psychedelic print bathing suit, and white tank top

milk

what the fuck is this, so many words to retty much say nothing, really... lol.

TLDR; just wear clothes that you feel good wearing.

toronto

ayahuasca

hahaha awesome :)

made: ready for departure, making some tie-dye, and feeling really excited!! :)

ruined: ok i'm really tired of waiting, can i just get news already?

it also depends on what the other person is looking for, maybe if as she said she just got out of a relationship and did not want to use you as a bounce-back... sometimes you just need time to recuperate...
all in the right timing.
but yeah, agreed with the friends rejection ridiculousness. romantic partnership is not the only thing that could have come out of this.

interesting link niji, i like this blog idea :)

backwards

yes taking care of your brain when you trip out is a very hippie thing to do. it's all about love... <3

fear and loathing in las vegas

yes

well. we create our own reality... at this point there is no use argueing. take the blue pill? take the red pill?

made: ravewave trolling while cutting fabrics and listening to music.
more ginseng! :)

at which point? at 30?
everything in moderation should last a long time.

& too much sobriety may be just as damageable as too much drugs, on a certain level... :P

ginseng, muirapuama, maca, 2c-b, LSD, whatever it takes, the party must go on :) :)

oui, ca refait les reserves de serotonine plus rapidement :)
y'a aussi le millepertuis qui peut etre utilise pour ca,
ou genre manger des bananes et de la dinde parce que ca contient du tryptophan

so much duality :P
do souls choose the body they incarnate in? or do they form it, in time, to represent who they are?
or is this all just bullshit?
it's not even important
maybe we're all old souls,
or maybe nothing is real and we're just gonna die

happy birthday DrNyarlathotep
30 ans c'est pas si vieux
ma cousine se trouvait vieille a 25 ans
je cotoie des gens dans la quarantaine avancee et j'ai l'impression qu'ils ont le meme age que moi
just stay healthy :)

j'ai un ami quand il a eu 30 ans il disait;
c'est l'age que les jeunes ravers te trouvent trop vieux pour te prendre au serieux
mais que les vieux te trouvent trop jeune et encore ignorant
mais 30 ans, je sais pas, ca doit etre cool quand meme :)
*there in 3 and a half years :P

i heard someone say she recognized old souls by the complexity of the lines in the hands of people... the more detailed lines, the older the soul is.

Don't let 'em mis-misguide you
They'll have you actin' like the sun dont shine
And the sky ain't never blue
But you know and i know its all about survival
The struggle of our people is like death unrivaled
For politicians they was never in control
Cuz deep within that untrue battle for the soul
What they want is to bring us to our knees
So my people guard your life by any means

This is for those who know we all gon die
And its set up that way by an infinite power
Those who know, that feel the chains
In the belly of the beast and mental strain
This is for those who have their own fallen angels
Trynna to find their way home
This is for everybody (everybody), and anybody

you are a body having a soul or a soul having a body...
which one is old which one is young?
:P

made: not leaving today, and i found a roll of white lycra in the trash. hmmmmmm ok. inspiring. let's start cutting :P

call psychonaut, and tell us :)

j'arrive a la fin de ma bouteille, et j'en cherche une autre... et j'en trouve pas au Jean Coutu, ni au Uniprix... bon j'ai pas fait toutes les pharmacies, mais je trouve ca louche de pas en trouver... est-ce que ca aurait ete banni de la vente?

il y a quelque temps j'entendais parler d'un projet de loi c-51 qui enleverait plein de produits naturels de sur le marche... est-ce que ca a passe? est-ce que ca touche le 5-htp? est-ce que vous autres vous savez ou en trouver, dans un magasin a montreal?

merci! bon été! a tres bientot, ceux qui vont a pandemonium ;)

made: i found new shoes, the old ones were dying
made: how i have a different perspective on life wearing high heels... very interesting :)
made: leaving for pandemonium set-up probably tonight... hammock camping <3

departure

faggot

ca fait lontgtemps qu'elle est pas updatee cette page, c'est les memes choses que la derniere fois que je suis allee... too bad... pourtant j'suis sure qu'il y a tellement de nouvelles photos qui pourraient etre ajoutees :P

eyes

rhinestones

matrix