|Title:||gen wednesday 5:15 @ Peel SAQ|
|Posted On:||2005-06-06 00:00:00|
annyyyyways, my weekend was un-undescribable. I cannot find words to possibly explain it.
close runners up would be:
1) The most romantic weekend EVER!
3) *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEK* (that ones a sound of me squeeking)
I am still like in a daze, I cannot stop going over and over and over this weekend in my head and thinking "no way!"
..and it wasnt just the flourishing romance that was awsome. It was everything. My friends, the weather, the plans for the summer I made, seeing so many people I love, seeing so many people I missed A LOT more than I have in the like past 1-2 years.
Everything is falling into place better than I ever thought possible.
I want a job, I get a really good one where they love me and give me raises and bonuses :)
I want a summer romance..well lets just say I want anything that has to do with this guy, anything at all. Even if we've already had all we'll have together, (which I hope isnt the case cause well I think I've fallen and I can't get up <3. AAANNNND I think the feeling is returned) Never has someone driven me so completly insane (in a good way) or made me feel completly fearless, things that frightened me dont anymore ex. falling and hurting myself..normally that would scare me cause getting hurt sucks..now, I think "wtv, so..i'll get bruised or scratched, who cares". SO BEAUTIFUL 2.. In every sence inside and out, and i'd like to find someone anyone, who would say otherwise. ANYWAYS
Also, I wanted to move out for the summer, but I also wanted to go away, Eva says her whole family is leaving and that she'll be alone for 2 months, so im gonna stay with her for a while.. now I can save to go away at the end of the summer, bond with my oldest friend and0, be "free."
I feel good,
I look good,
the weather is beatiful..
I got the world on my side, and I think im just happy i'm here.
I've fucked around a lot, but I always told myself I would get my act together, and grow up, take some initiative and be responsible, accomplish goals I have always had, and I'm just happy that I actually am. That I wanted this so much and I did it, and I succeeded way further then the goals I had set out for myself, by a long shot.
The weather add's to it aswell :)
So im gonna stop writting, call le boi and go sit in a park.
Don't fear life.