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A Mess In Your Brain
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» cjbsexx replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 5:26pm |
 Coolness: 48640 | Have you ever felt like a single drug trip had completely fucked you for the rest of your life ?
I had 4 MDMA 8 days ago and still feel like shit. My brain is numb, I'm mostly down 24/7 and lost interest in pretty much everything. Most people I've talked to about this replied that ' it's in my head'. Well fuck yeah it's in my head, it's driving me crazy. Any feedback or help would be appreciated... |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Screwhead replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 6:32pm |
 Coolness: 685540 | yeah, first time I did shrooms.. one cap of MDA and like 5 overflowing handfulls of shrooms.. for at least a year I was still hallucinating little things like 2-3 times every few minutes.. nothing major, but like if I stared at a wall too long it would start breathing, or sometimes colours would totally flip around and change for a second.. looking at text, the letters would suddenly be alien symbols that I couldn't read.. I'd always see a cat running out of the corner of my eye.. I couldn't walk into a forest anymore because I kept seeing the trees "look" at me (their leaves are their eyes) and I always saw things darting between trees out of the corner of my eye..
After about a year it slowed down to only one or two little 'visual glitches' like that every hour.. now I'm mostly fine (7 years later) but still, once or twice a month I see something from the corner of my eye, a shadow, a cat, anything really.. and just from the "style" of the visual distortion I can tell it's still that first trip affecting me. |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Masha_Agricole replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 8:41pm |
 Coolness: 100255 | omg, that is one LONG come down.... scary to imagine what the trip must have been like...
cjbsexx, I know exactly how you feel. About a year ago I had a longest MDMA trip - for the first time of my life that much of mdma. It lasted for about 12 hours and the ammount consumed exceeded my usual taking by many times... After that I have experienced all of what you have described: the brain numbness, major mellowness and no will to do things... on top of all that it was accompanied by an awful dizziness that would occur every day in the afternoon and last till the night time. It was encreadibly annoying, because I couldn't figure out the reason of the dizziness. Sometimes it was more intense, and everything around was spinning carousel-like, sometimes it was merely there, but still present and annoying... Smoking weed and drinking alcohol would enhance the dizziness. For a while I thought that I have caughed mononucleosis, and got pretty scared with my university session starting. But then I figured that it was due to a lack of vitamine that my large MDMA trip has caused. So I bought this energy multivitamine ampules at a Pharmaprix and took them daily so it would restore the balance of vitamine and mineral.... Before I started vitamines this whole dizziness business lasted for about a month... but it stopped immediately after I started getting more vitamine. So: eat more fruit, drink pure juice and take centrum, also eat well and you should be fine. It is not "in your head", it is physical and treatable, just let your body restore and do good things for it: food, sex, whatever! And the grotty feeling is gonna pass for sure ! =)) |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Screwhead replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 9:00pm |
| Coolness: 685540 | Originally Posted By MASHA_AGRICOLE
omg, that is one LONG come down.... scary to imagine what the trip must have been like... The MDA saved me on that lol.. Ok, yeah, the MDA was at fault for me eating that many shrooms, what with that "OMG the world is so awesome and such a beautiful place, I love everyone and everything.. shrooms? I've never done those before *shovels handfuls in my mouth*" It was a really fucked up combination of loops.. it started off first with the plants looking at me.. right as the trip was starting I figured I'd go take a piss while I still remembered how my dick worked, and all the tree's leaves turned into eye and were staring at me.. I went back to sit down and chill where we were, and when I looked out at the sunrise, it was like I was staring at the big bang happening in slow motion.. like right there, at the end of my vision, was the start of the universe, and it was like a gradient effect; where we were standing/sitting was the present, the sun at the furthest point was the start of time, and it's like every foot or meter away from us and towards the sun was a few years more in the past.. The clouds in the sky also were like triangle-kaleidoscope-fractals, where each triangle had an eye in the center, staring at me.. then we started walking down the mountain, and at one point the grass turned really bright green and started growing fast and the mountain tried to eat me alive, but I managed to get out of that.. Then the loops started.. there was a little bridge about 10-15 feet long.. I put my foot on, walked across, and when I was at the other end and step off, I was back at the start of the bridge, just stepping on.. I spent what felt like about three weeks doing that.. The same thing happened when we got to the stairs that go down the mountain.. when I got to the bottom and stepped off, I was back at the top, taking my first step down.. and that's just the visual aspect of it all.. what was going on in my mind was even more fucked up and totally indescribable.. At one point when we were walking back and going home as I was getting back to "normal", my thoughts had somewhat stabilized, but I was still having trouble grasping concepts.. like part of me was worried that my parents would freak out if they would see me this fucked up, and part of me just couldn't understand what a parent was, or who those people I was thinking about were, what their purpose in my life was.. Needless to say, I very much recomend NOT doing five handfulls of shrooms while on MDA  |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» qwertyu replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 10:32pm |
 Coolness: 72830 | 8 days is a short time span, give it time. And yes, i did some mdma in the past and i think it somehow messed with me long term. The scary thing is that i havent done that much. I'd say that as of now, i'm probably like 95% back to normal lol
Mdma is horseshit, dont do it again? :S Time will probably fix most of the issues you are going through right now. |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Masha_Agricole replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 10:51pm |
| Coolness: 100255 | Screwhead: oh - my - godable! this is krazy stuff!! And one thing is to read about it, and another is to live it.... wow.....
But how come your friends didn't stop you from eating all these shrooms? From what I understood, you weren't alone? I saw this teenage kid last Sunday on the mountain, he was veryy high on 2ci, hitting himself against the ground and yelling how fucked he was.... when I was leaving, I saw him surrounded my the elder hippies, and he was trying to frenchkiss a dog........ creepy... must have been a hella come down for him also hours later... but 7 years... tabarnak man!! Laurent: once u take mdma, u're never the same person again! hehe |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Screwhead replied on Sat May 22, 2010 @ 11:49pm |
| Coolness: 685540 | Originally Posted By MASHA_AGRICOLE
Screwhead: oh - my - godable! this is krazy stuff!! And one thing is to read about it, and another is to live it.... wow..... But how come your friends didn't stop you from eating all these shrooms? From what I understood, you weren't alone? I don't think anyone quite realized how much I was eating.. There were a couple of bags of shroom-shake going around and they just happened to pass by me a few times too many.. It certainly was one hell of a trip.. It still happens on occasion that my thinking will alter for a short period of time back to "shroom-thought" and I just feel like I've totally lost touch with reality for a minute or two.. It's really fucked when you drop into that mindset and all of a sudden the main thought on your mind is "Am I still high on Mt. Royal? Has the last 6-7 years of my life just happened in my head, and any minute now this life is all going to fade back to walking around on the mountain?" |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Sun May 23, 2010 @ 10:12am |
 Coolness: 145150 | man you guys are stupid (no offense, but come on) you should NEVER take more than 200 mg of mdma in one night (about two caps) anything more than that and you are just hurting yourself for nothing... |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» EggmanRobotnik replied on Sun May 23, 2010 @ 11:21am |
 Coolness: 31140 | Wow... I haven't heard the whole story. After all those years, you were still seeing things?! That's crazy! I'm glad you went through this and didn't lose your sanity (or what is left of it :P), I think I wouldn't.
For my part, I haven't done any drugs so I have nothing interesting to add. |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» cjbsexx replied on Tue May 25, 2010 @ 6:44pm |
| Coolness: 48640 | Pour faire un petit update, j'ai pris des vitamines comme suggéré par Masha, je me suis bien occupé ( vélo, sport, lecture, etc.) et je dirais que ça va déjà 1000 fois mieux.
Des fois on dirait que c'est plus long pour récupérer. MDMA plus jamais entk!!!! |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» JEE3.14_agricole replied on Wed May 26, 2010 @ 1:05pm |
 Coolness: 107185 | MASHA = win!! |
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» TheMeatTree replied on Sat Jul 3, 2010 @ 12:20am |
 Coolness: 25435 | Originally Posted By SCREWHEAD
I don't think anyone quite realized how much I was eating.. There were a couple of bags of shroom-shake going around and they just happened to pass by me a few times too many.. It certainly was one hell of a trip.. It still happens on occasion that my thinking will alter for a short period of time back to "shroom-thought" and I just feel like I've totally lost touch with reality for a minute or two.. It's really fucked when you drop into that mindset and all of a sudden the main thought on your mind is "Am I still high on Mt. Royal? Has the last 6-7 years of my life just happened in my head, and any minute now this life is all going to fade back to walking around on the mountain?" That last part is some scary shit. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Screwhead replied on Sat Jul 3, 2010 @ 12:57am |
| Coolness: 685540 | The worst part is, you kinda get used to it after a while. |
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