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My Last 4 Days...
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 1:33pm
eldee
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I lost my pager at work like an idiot

I learned that my childhood best friend commited suicide... 2 months b4 i could see him again after 9 years

The same night I checked my messages at midnight to see if anyone paged me and the only thing I hear is "hey YO, break up with me already so i can move on with my life".. I guess you really proved how much you care

I end up in the hospital that same night because of a sprang ankle, came home and swallowed lots of pills... but I was still alive after

Learned that my g-f thinks I dumped her because of her drug problems when the only thing i was thinking about was how to end my own life

Recieving a 162.25$ fine because of something that happened 6 months ago, and i have to pay it in the next 9 days or I'm going to court

But, I still have another chance to end my life tonight...
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» daFTWin replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 1:41pm
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ouch.. I can't top that but ive had a pretty bad 2-3 weeks. really sucks.

Sorry to hear about your friend :(
*huGz*
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 1:50pm
pitagore
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Eldar,i'm with you...Want me to smoke you today to relax and start from a new point of view
I wanna help dude...
If we hook up i'll be able to recognize you this time...
Let me know

Girls town and girls all around
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» flatlinedive replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 2:05pm
flatlinedive
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hey there....i know that you don't know me and i don't know you.....but i do care when i read something like this. right now you may only be able to see darkness around you....but for your sake, try to remember that life is worth it, i know how meaningless words can seem....especially coming from a complete stranger. i guess, just try to see that things will get better again. maybe not right away, maybe not for a while.....but they will, and the wait will have been worth it.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» julie_eaves replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 2:08pm
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Im sorry to hear that :( you dont know me eigther...but I really hope things look up for you soon...spring is closer and i dunno the spring always is a fresh start I find
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» cloud9ine replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 2:08pm
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Eldar. Take care of yrself.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» daFTWin replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 4:07pm
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Sometimes things can only get worse before they get better. No matter how things bad are. I know that. But they do get better.. because sometimes you just need to move on to something better if it isnt making you happy, try to find something that will..
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 4:45pm
pitagore
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Eldar, we love you.
I'm serious.


Zen
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Miss_Amanda replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 4:48pm
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I LOVE EVERYONE
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 4:51pm
pitagore
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Including me ....woo hoo
Right on

Zen
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» tuesmondieu replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 5:26pm
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[ ELDAR.....ca ] me now...it's really important.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 5:30pm
pitagore
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I don't think he's online Gen.
Try to call him or find him....that's my advice
Hug
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 5:36pm
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blast music really loud and jump around your house for an hour, then you won't feel like killing yourself.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 6:00pm
pitagore
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Clever !!
Werd Scotty !

Its not all love
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» queen_B replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 7:29pm
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not to eldarT from jess:

you've got me worried.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agent_Yogurt replied on Fri Jan 31, 2003 @ 8:30pm
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yo yo eldee what what.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Sat Feb 1, 2003 @ 12:20am
eldee
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thanks for the support guys, i really appreciate it. i'm slowly but steady comming back to myself.. whoever i'll become now
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» clown replied on Sat Feb 1, 2003 @ 2:47am
clown
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YO eldar.. this is not like you at all.. Your the type of guy that's always there to help people with there problems in life. Which means that you think that there life is worth living. Which also means that you believe that life is fun and should be lived happy stylz..

Bro, when times are tough, don't give up, stay strong and keep your head up high.. Things always turn for the best to good people :)

PEACE
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PaT_ replied on Sat Feb 1, 2003 @ 8:35am
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*hands eldar a yellow loli pop*
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agent_Yogurt replied on Sat Feb 1, 2003 @ 1:04pm
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be nice pat! yellow lollipops suck. give him a red one.
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