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negative dialectic
By » eatingownbrain on Wed 21 Jul, 2010
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i realize i have to step back. no dreams today are made of stuff, only absence and silence and in-between. i let you go, again, i find myself in myself, without origin, unborn, agenetic, but i am like my mother – chokmah – unseen wisdom; beyond third eyes, sixth senses, and intuitions, she is...
entropy
By » eatingownbrain on Mon 5 Jul, 2010
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Everything - fragments of beautiful heartache, every meaningless piece of life made significant in a sensual psychosis. Everything collides, when I step back and look at the chaos I am content – life is exploding relative big bangs all around me – I am part of the process. Fuck self, fuck...
~time.
By » eatingownbrain on Mon 17 May, 2010
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Walking on my yellow brick road, Space travel, warp speed, I am in the machine. Telluric currents * heliospheric pulse: Explode in-between. Every painful second of beautiful. I talk to myself, feel crazy; Love Everything, like a fool. Everyday A new cycle of complete idiocy...
microcosm
By » eatingownbrain on Thu 1 Nov, 2007
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intrinsically twisted; vines - my mind, elvish brain. fairies neurotransmitting; molecular agency secret selves. my body is a comedy; infinite actors a colorful chaos. even my dealer tells me that i'm always smiling. grasshopper legs; synchronicity technology absurd and...
five minutes
By » eatingownbrain on Sat 3 Mar, 2007
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the next five minutes could be eternity... every second bleeding into the next and time is obliterated... i am alive. my thoughts wander back and forth, but everything is connected to these five minutes, nothing exceeds now, nothing undermines this moment... mundane beauty; home. peace, because i...
not to be understood
By » eatingownbrain on Wed 31 Jan, 2007
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if i let this pen wander with my mind it is aimless. let it go. my purpose is purposelessness; i believe so completely in nothing that nothing itself is cast into oblivion ...everything emerges ...this illogic is my revolution. as long as i remain senseless, incomprehensible...
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By » eatingownbrain on Sat 20 Jan, 2007
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My delusions take me further. Why am I alone? I cannot create the world for someone else. I cannot make another believe in this fantasy world, it’s mine, bittersweet in my beautiful solitude. Every mundane form that occupies my space is god and I live in heaven on earth. The cold air freezes...
*roar*
By » eatingownbrain on Fri 10 Nov, 2006
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today poetry infuriates me. lions won't sleep by lullabies, night is for the hunt. today the world is dully rotating. more orphans to AIDS, and thirty thousand children die because humanity is dreaming. wake up. today is not a story to create, and futility fuels academic...
controversies in subjective psychosis a.k.a: philosophy
By » eatingownbrain on Tue 7 Nov, 2006
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Forgeting, I am released from a pain I was sure would endure… sometimes hoped it would… a reassuring reminder of my faith. In this line of reasoning martyrs are cowards, they are dependant on the constant validation of their belief which they achieve through self-mutilation; unnecessary...
imagining answers
By » eatingownbrain on Sun 1 Oct, 2006
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Connected…what we live for? The eyes of the angels in my life have more depth now that I have love. Only fools banish love to wonderland, only fools let lightness of heart become an ephemeral spell. Even in the treacherous enclaves I have wandered through, in the void, and in my...
schizophrenia
By » eatingownbrain on Sat 19 Aug, 2006
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My sickly skin cannot bear the warmth. Cold damp heart has become accustomed to itself, and strong, and proud to be able to survive as it does without you…love. I sneer. I am filled with awe and power and contempt for weakness in myself, I know to expect it in others, others are undoubtedly...
without a word
By » eatingownbrain on Sat 5 Aug, 2006
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lost in a name is a being, unable to grasp itself by a single fragment of syllables, unable to be in one word, one thought. four letters are me, four letters are my humanity. falliable language you shame us with your system! i won't let you name me, call me nothing, call me with the...
before sleep
By » eatingownbrain on Tue 20 Jun, 2006
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Darkness creeping in- deadly nightshade memories resurface after spanning several grassroot utopias, now the happy human faces are melting and twisted. Eyes removed from sockets are empty-blind, crying now dead- now decayed organic matter that once covered the visionary walls of these pits. Time...
sixty hour discourse
By » eatingownbrain on Tue 6 Jun, 2006
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Slowly, lone wanderer, now a charmed thoughtful process of ever-becoming; the fragments of my inarticulate awakenings leap onto pages incomplete and trickle down the primordial walls of a cave filled with fairytales; in lucid dreams my make-believe is your make-believe is the other’s make-believe...
sleepless
By » eatingownbrain on Tue 30 May, 2006
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in my head a hundred moments of starry realization in the dark cosmic basement of the French Bath- a history of counter culture vibrating through acoustic space. in my head the faces of old people clay-like with cracks and folds and hollowed-out places- sunken by the smog of the city. in...
twsited
By » eatingownbrain on Thu 18 May, 2006
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i'm blind, i must be... to be here, now. give in to the black, the dark where what seperates us simply isn't infinity contradicts our social order and i'm facing the firing squad, in my facist state. the reformists, those liberal thinkers, are trying to kill me softly... with...
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