Maniacal thirst for illimitable sensation
Electricity wracks, crackles and scintillates
Teeth clenched, eyes drawn, breath taut.
Wry smile. Evil evil evil, naughty naughty.
Glance darts, anxiety floods, nothing to be found, solitary self.
Paranoia, corner vision, gasp for air. Legs, eyes, shadow.
Lost in a sea of soothing bliss, hearts wrought by wire.
So little space, so much distance..
Be wary, for bliss doesn't last.
Did rigid preconception forsake the moment?
No bliss without suffering
No pleasure without pain
Let go, please..
I love you, formlessly, for our mutual disdain of the structured, conditioned, limited.
A love that should never have been, born from enmity towards life, fed by the incessant nag of depravity.. the antipathy of that which cannot be avoided, but in darkest hours, is desperately wished so.. maybe this will be it, the solution to the problem, idealized naïve vision, clinging to a hair of hope.. forgetting that mysteries are be lived, and not questions to be answered, vain. Truth, loyalty, justice? They are dams which inhibit the fires of expression.. their throats cut, from which bleed desire. Codes forsaken, oaths renounced, devil smiles, malice. The sweetest honey is lascivious, and of course.. loathsome, for it is real, primal, and not the product of fantasy dreamt.. raw, true, disillusioned.. ultimately insecure, but ever vigilant against it.
I implore you, for the sake of your heart.. see things through unveiled eyes..
Free flowing, blood from a wound, wrathful, passion, destructive, emotive, primal..
All, expressed. Your own personal catharsis through chaos.. your hand in mine, should you wish it so. Find me. Behind all the veneer, the masks, suits and costume, through all the assuages and the composure, the white lies and the paranoid distance..
Find yourself.
Behind all of the blackened lies, the betrayal, the writhing, seething agony of despair.
Trust me, please? For yourself, for me, forsake time, forget space..
Only here, now,
Tonight.. in my arms.
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