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chemical.quiet
» chemical.quiet
a.k.a. "Ryan Orphan"

21 year old cancer male
From Montreal, Quebec, Canada

Is feeling coffee...
Last On:Mon Jan 23, 2012 @ 7:29am
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Lost in a sea of soothing bliss, hearts wrought by wire.
So little space, so much distance..
Be wary, for bliss doesn't last.
Did rigid preconception forsake the moment?
No bliss without suffering
No pleasure without pain
Let go, please..
I love you, formlessly, for our mutual disdain of the structured, conditioned, limited.
A love that should never have been, born from enmity towards life, fed by the incessant nag of depravity.. the antipathy of that which cannot be avoided, but in darkest hours, is desperately wished so.. maybe this will be it, the solution to the problem, idealized naïve vision, clinging to a hair of hope.. forgetting that mysteries are be lived, and not questions to be answered, vain. Truth, loyalty, justice? They are dams which inhibit the fires of expression.. their throats cut, from which bleed desire. Codes forsaken, oaths renounced, devil smiles, malice. The sweetest honey is lascivious, and of course.. loathsome, for it is real, primal, and not the product of fantasy dreamt.. raw, true, disillusioned.. ultimately insecure, but ever vigilant against it.
I implore you, for the sake of your heart.. see things through unveiled eyes..
Free flowing, blood from a wound, wrathful, passion, destructive, emotive, primal..
All, expressed. Your own personal catharsis through chaos.. your hand in mine, should you wish it so. Find me. Behind all the veneer, the masks, suits and costume, through all the assuages and the composure, the white lies and the paranoid distance..
Find yourself.
Behind all of the blackened lies, the betrayal, the writhing, seething agony of despair.
Trust me, please? For yourself, for me, forsake time, forget space..
Only here, now,
Tonight.. in my arms.
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» JamesBrown said @ Tue Mar 1, 2011 @ 11:47am
Minidubstar
» Smashley506 said @ Thu Nov 4, 2010 @ 2:58pm
Oh hai!
» Streicher said @ Mon Aug 23, 2010 @ 6:41pm
BAMM! HARD ATTACK! [ www.rave.ca ]
» SarahWallflower said @ Mon Aug 16, 2010 @ 12:47pm
bam bam bam.
» Syanide said @ Sun Aug 1, 2010 @ 8:55pm
you are my fkn everythin<3
» LeDraegon said @ Mon Jul 19, 2010 @ 3:59pm
Sup Orphan :) I'll try my besy to b @ B.o.m.n. xD
» Nine said @ Fri Jul 9, 2010 @ 2:01pm
Heya, is there any way I can get presale tickets to the 31st from you, or should I just call/text the numbers provided?
» Syanide said @ Thu Jul 8, 2010 @ 10:00am
high haytur <33 gehs wuht eyem deweng...? roelin yew. ahn mee. uh mourneng. SPLIFF. thn eyem goeng tew wayk yew uhp wihth moar kihseyz thn yew ehvur ha[hahaha]d ihn yer ehntyur lie-f. tht zi awhl. eye fuhken ah door yew!! andheartssemicolon!
» crimson said @ Tue Jul 6, 2010 @ 9:32pm
bigups!
» Host-1 said @ Mon Jul 5, 2010 @ 4:18pm
whats good man - we're gonna tear it up on the 31st ;)
» ramram956 said @ Wed Jun 9, 2010 @ 3:08pm
baha yea im good, i was at jesse's till like 1030 then i just called it a night...
» SamBObo said @ Wed Jun 9, 2010 @ 2:32am
Hello ^_^
» SarahWallflower said @ Sat Jun 5, 2010 @ 12:53pm
More ba$$ than you can possibly imagine
» Masha_Agricole said @ Mon Apr 26, 2010 @ 9:23am
herro prease! lolz
» Orchid said @ Thu Mar 11, 2010 @ 1:32pm
Hellloooow tharrr! :D Long time no talk, whats up?
» Kety said @ Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 11:15pm
chill soon?
» Jaggery said @ Mon Jan 18, 2010 @ 1:06am
We made it till the end!! Nice seein ya again.
» Jaggery said @ Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 4:18pm
Yeah man! Lookin forward to it! :D
» Brebell said @ Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 2:58pm
Black magik!! I'm excited to see you there!
» kinamo said @ Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 11:15am
oh, hey, long time no see !
» Nine said @ Thu Dec 24, 2009 @ 8:58pm
Yo, what about Quarantine?
» Synchronicity said @ Wed Dec 23, 2009 @ 2:02pm
<33
» Synchronicity said @ Wed Dec 23, 2009 @ 2:02pm
<33
» glowMOW said @ Mon Dec 21, 2009 @ 8:50am
Hallooo :D How are you? :) You have to come to festivus eve :D We had so much fun last year, you need to be there this year :D x :)
» Nine said @ Sat Nov 28, 2009 @ 6:56pm
Psst, hey you. I'll see you at 3810 tonight. =P
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