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» ashtraygirl
a.k.a. "Lindsay C"

42 year old pisces female
From Montreal, Quebec, Canada

Is feeling back to the grind...
Last On:Tue Nov 30, 1999 @ 12:00am
Profile Views:75,204
Website:i love [ pitchforkmedia.com ]
I'm In These Pictures [ All 18 ]
Height:5' 3"
Hair Colour:Brown
Body Piercing:Other
Want Children:No
Life Style:City Slicker
Political:Left Wing
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Recent Moods [ All 6 ]
back to the grindSun Sep 14, 2008 @ 4:04am
summertimeWed Apr 30, 2008 @ 5:15am
abashedTue Apr 15, 2008 @ 9:59pm
purple elephantFri Sep 7, 2007 @ 9:09pm
iron chefTue Apr 17, 2007 @ 1:10am
Latest Attending Events [ All 155 ]
2009-08-08-Full Moon Party! (136)
2008-11-27-Time's Up! (1)
2008-05-14-The Cure (2)
2008-05-10-Cut, Copy In Montreal (1)
2008-02-23-The Digital Cafe (47)
2008-02-15-Trance Nation (1)
2008-01-16-Smooth Sailing II: Keep The Fire (4)
2007-09-26-The Cure *Reported* (2)
2007-09-22-Vagitron U! (26)
2007-07-21-Vagitron. It's On! (18)
2007-05-12-Arcade Fire (1)
2007-04-14-Rhys Taylor vs. Sarcastic @ Plateau (4)
2007-02-17-Th3 BrOtH3rHoOd (101)
2006-12-31-Resolution (38)
2006-09-02-Osheaga Festival: Metric (10)
2006-07-22-Sun Dance Electronic Festival w/Calderone, Bad Boy Bill (9)
2006-07-16-Solvent, Soundshaper, Nathan Burns, Slim Jim (38)
2006-06-29-Overdose: Jordan Dare (35)
2006-06-22-Free Mac Cosmetics (17)
2006-06-04-Magda, Troy Pierce, Marc Houle, Richie Hawtin, Ricardo Villalobos (66)
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Site Additions
9 events added.
122 image comments made.
7 oneliners posted.
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Strange as Angels - My little chunk of cyberspace

Disintegration - The Cure

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The shameless kiss of vanity
The soft and the black and the velvety
Up tight against the side of me
And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
And run in thickening streams of greed
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go
My party piece

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
The stench of a love for a younger meat
And the sound that it makes
When it cuts in deep
The holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go
My party piece

But I never said I would stay to the end
So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and
Stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both us knew
How the ending would be...

So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
Making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again
Cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
Round and round and round
And it's coming apart again
Over and over and over

Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart
And I'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy
Crocodiles cry for the love of the crowd
And the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky
Through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle
It's easier for me to get closer to heaven
Than ever feel whole again

I never said I would stay to the end
I knew I would leave you with babies and everything
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and
Stains on the memory
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both of us knew
How the end always is

How the end always is...

the best 10 minutes of live music ever recorded...


rebekah del rio's spanish cover of Roy Orbison's "Crying" from the greatest cinematic masterpiece ever, Mulholland Drive.

pass this on


a love like blood

beauty like only Lynch can make

the flipside

Eddie Izzard

Member Comments
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» ufot said @ Tue Apr 13, 2010 @ 11:29am
dude! you were in my dreams 5 years ago!!! hahaha!!! (fawn/blush)
» Bassic said @ Sat Oct 18, 2008 @ 3:34pm
» bob_ said @ Sun Sep 14, 2008 @ 1:41pm
the white lodge is cool too heheheh :)
» Piji said @ Sun May 11, 2008 @ 6:48pm
For the Alliance!!!! .... *cough* heh x0x0x contend de t'avoir enfin trouvé aussi :)
» Termina said @ Thu May 1, 2008 @ 9:29pm
» greatjob said @ Thu Jan 31, 2008 @ 10:35pm
The Cure Tickets (Rescheduled from 9/26/2007) 5/14 5-14-2008 Wednesday 7:00 PM Bell Centre in Montreal, PQ $201 - $342 I think I'm gonna have to rob a bank or something lol Check out Deadsy if you like 80's undercore Rock...really depressing, amazing music.
» Holly_Golightly said @ Tue Nov 20, 2007 @ 6:46pm
yeah the concept is awesome!
» tranceinmypants said @ Mon Mar 5, 2007 @ 8:15pm
*thumbs up* good bday madam
» DiddyKong said @ Sat Mar 3, 2007 @ 12:28pm
Stalkeuse :P
» metal_user said @ Sat Mar 3, 2007 @ 3:48am
il ne faut plus dormir ;)
» Vanessa_Lutz said @ Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 7:39pm
» Wizdumb said @ Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 5:39pm
be sure to check out all the new episodes of salad fingers! they're up to #7 ;) oh and the cure rocks!
» nothingnopenope said @ Mon Jan 8, 2007 @ 1:09am
I miss our little chats in rave corners we had since neither of us ever went to the dancefloor
» neoform said @ Thu Jan 4, 2007 @ 12:34am
You keep stalking my profile.. .. whats... the deal.. hmm? HmmMmmMmmmm?
» DeionPuckett said @ Tue Oct 10, 2006 @ 9:39pm
» zephyros said @ Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 1:32am
girl astray or ashtray girl??? :P jus jokin
» Bassic said @ Sun Feb 12, 2006 @ 8:53am
Broken beer bottle, what!&amp;?
» DManda said @ Fri Aug 5, 2005 @ 11:28pm
darling, if u love the Cure you ARE elegant enough.
» lost4lifegone4ev said @ Fri Jul 22, 2005 @ 1:44am
all i can say is .........Nice :)-
» Magmatix said @ Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 12:13am
the cure chus content de savoir que chus po tout seul sur ce site la a aimer ca hehehe .... moi j aime bien les vieux albums des cure style seventeen second ,faith carnage visors, the top , kiss me kiss me kiss me .... et bien sur le meilleur de tout les albums tant qu as moi desintegration .... sur ce au plaisir de faire ta connaissance question de partager notre commune amour pour les cure !!!
» AlienZeD said @ Sun May 29, 2005 @ 4:40am
you intrigue me... in a good way
» cactain_steef said @ Wed May 25, 2005 @ 11:39am
5 words back! : lindsay. naked. with. stevven.gerrard. in my bed with me. k that was more than 5 words. hahah
» ApR1zM said @ Sat May 21, 2005 @ 12:33am
Hello LindSay Hope wE get to Smoke a big One SooN BOOOOOOOOOOOOYAH xx
» RedNatasha said @ Sat Apr 23, 2005 @ 7:18am
I like your words, just leave some boys for me, unless you like to play too
» ispyagirl said @ Sun Apr 17, 2005 @ 10:55pm
Farewell the ashtray girl Angelic fruitcake Beware this troubled world Control your intake Goodbye to open sores Goodbye and furthermore You know we miss her We miss her picture
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