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Let's first review the main points we covered last time:
Mysticism is an awakening, more than a study or philosophy.
Just as you can shift your awareness from a dream state to wakefulness, you can — with development — raise your consciousness from normal awareness to mystical awareness.
Normal day-to-day awareness is a kind of sleep also.
The invitation of the mystic is to awaken from normal awareness.
Ignorant of Spirit, man and woman misperceive everything.
Mystical awareness may be instantaneous, but it's usually gradual. It takes time to let go the old habits of mind and heart.
Arise and Awaken!
The Mysteries help you awaken and arise into spiritual awareness.
The main practice of the first Mystery is: Many times a day, whisper to yourself, "Wake up!"
You have probably already experienced glimpses and tastes of mystical awareness.
Think back and recall those special times in your life when your awareness was lifted up into a beautiful and memorable delight. Or, when you knew something not easily predictable would happen before it actually happened.
Here is a small list of some mystical experiences which may help your contemplation of your own past mystical moments:
walkway with flowers
Your normal joy and happiness become filled with incredible bliss and ecstasy.
Someone you love but haven't seen for years comes unexpectedly into the room. Love and joy pour out of you — as never before — toward that special person.
You are struggling with a problem and can't solve it. Then suddenly, while you're showering, walking in the park, or falling asleep, the perfect solution to your problem leaps into your mind — and proves to be exactly right.
Now and then you see auras — the mystical light around a person's head and hands.
Sometimes you sense your True Self — serene, loving and wise — beyond the hubbub of the world's clamor and your racing mind.
You know people before you meet them. And after you meet them you find them to be very much as you intuited them to be.
At times, you feel your consciousness move out of your body and hover above it — or go to a distant place.
Your feelings of love, joy, or compassion rush outward from you in a breathtakingly wondrous manner.
You're inspired with life-enriching insights.
Alone and sad, you are suddenly surrounded and comforted by a loving presence, or a healing energy.
Despite menacing appearances to the contrary, you suddenly know deep within yourself that: "All will be well."
We could go on for hours with these examples. In each instance a "wakening" occurred, a brief mystical awakening.
Hopefully these examples jog your memory. Now it's your turn to recall your own previous mystical awakenings.
How to Contemplate
When you remember each mystical experience, contemplate it. Hold it in your awareness. Bring to mind the details of the circumstances and people involved. Then hold the experience in your mind and patiently try to re-experience that beautiful shift of your awareness into a higher state of being: from not knowing to knowing; from sorrow or loneliness to inexpressible love; from normal awareness to heightened realization.
May your contemplations be sweet.
Now I realize I'm waking up.
May the Light be yours!
Today we travel to the local prison where we will observe someone in a pitiful condition. We will seek to have this prisoner released — and invite the poor soul to join us for the rest of our mystic journey.
Shall we go now?
Seal of the Initial Mysteries
The prisoner lives in a dark cell, separated from mate, family, and society. He suffers, unable to know or love anyone. He has no meaningful or fulfilling communications. All his dreams are futile. But he's an unusual prisoner: he's free to live in a house, keep a job, and drive a car. His place of confinement is his own body and his boundaries are his thoughts, emotions, the limitations of his memories and senses. He spends his days pounding against the inner walls which keep him so disconnected.
red flowerThe brooding prisoner with the broken fists is possibly you. Do you feel painfully separate from others? Are you restricted from becoming the person you want to be? Do you agonize that your life is not moving the way it should? Do you suffer because you do not feel as close to people as you need to — even the people you love? Are you going through your years feeling that, despite family and social life, you're alone? Is the skin of your body a border, and does everyone out there seem a stranger?
Mystics are ex-convicts. They broke out of the body prison to live free in spiritual light. Their awareness reaches out beyond body, thoughts, feelings, and senses. Their bodies no longer confine their consciousness but become instruments of spiritual experience and inspired activity.
Mystics break out of mind and body bondage through expansions, expansions of consciousness. Through mystical experiences, in other words.
The Great Puzzle
Tis very puzzling on
Of what is called
Eternity to stare
And know no more of
what is here,
—Lord Byron, DON JUAN (1819-24)
Mystics call that part of us which expands and bestows a magnificent transcendental awareness: the Heart.
Your "Heart" is your sense of self, your feeling about who you are. Mystics don't mean the heart organ but the feeling of self-awareness. Who are you as a distinct person from everyone else? This is your mystical heart.
Basis / Principle
The Heart & Its Liberation
Find Your Higher Consciousness Online
Locating your Mystical Heart
TechniqueYou can locate the mystical heart fairly easily. Often you remember your mystical heart when someone across the street calls out a name and you think you're the one being addressed. You respond, "Who, me?" as you touch your fingers to the right side of your breastbone, don't you? This spot in the center of your chest to the right of your sternum indicates the mystical heart, a focal point of your self-awareness. Your heart is your individual sense of self.
Also, you can often sense your mystical heart inside the spine, directly back of your heart organ, when you're meditating or lovingly using your arms to help others.
You can also recognize the heart when your individuality feels threatened:
"Well, I don't like that."
"But, my needs are..."
"I want you to..."
"How dare you think I would do such a thing!"
But in these uptight "I" circumstances, a person usually is not paying attention to where the "I" sense is coming from. However, simply recalling such stressful instances often brings the "I" sense and the heart to mind quickly.
The Realm of the Heart
Here, in the realm of the heart, you are bound or free, prisoner or liberator. If you'd like to see your life, well being, and world change significantly before your eyes, seek a mystical heart operation.
The normal heart is self-preoccupied with the struggles of life. We labor and strain for a paycheck, acceptance, love, and success. Most often we're in conflict with those who are striving for the same things we need and want.
Mystics term the struggling, conflicted, ambitious, worried sense of self — i.e., the normal heart — the Ego. Ego can be used to mean any degree of "sense of self" — bound or free — but most commonly, mystics reserve the term ego to refer to the bound heart, the self which struggles alone, against others, even against the Creator, for its survival and fulfillment. Ego brings separateness and conflict between husband and wife, brothers and sisters, workers, neighbors, nations, and even religious people.
bridgeAs long as ego presides in our awareness, conflict and stress abide. Ruled by ego, we are prisoners, separated from one another. We're also separated from our own spiritual essence, our soul, and its transforming power.
Ego causes us never to love others deeply, nor understand them wisely, nor experience peace within ourselves. The ego, thinking itself all alone, struggles for its causes and wards off its fears day and night throughout life. Living in ego is true bondage, no matter the appearances otherwise. The unopened heart lives in darkness and is confined, apart from all other hearts.
The heart must expand!
What is the mystical way out of ego's life sentence? The Heart must expand. Our awareness can move in new directions. We need not live in continuous contractions of self-concern. Our thoughts, feelings, and life energies can develop new patterns.
The transformation of the ego is central to the religions of the world and is expressed gloriously in their scriptures and also by their saints. For example, in Christianity, after sincere sorrow about one's old egocentric conduct and the great harm done, one sincerely repents and asks the Spirit and mystical Person of Jesus Christ to come into one's heart, to live there, and be Lord of one's life.
In Islam and Hinduism, the transformation is expressed in this way: one gives up living for only oneself to become a servant of, and live for, the Lord. To become as a reed flute through whom the Lord plays a beautiful melody of love, compassion, and constructive action.
The beginning mystic doesn't usually expand the heart completely all at once. There are sublime days and ordinary days. Due to old habits at times of stress, the ego will contract and go back to its imprisoned way of thought and behavior. Then, as the heart realizes its dawning freedom, the ego will relax once again and happily the heart will expand its awareness of Spirit a little bit more.
One grand day the old ego will be released and you will discover the heart in its true dimension. Your spiritual Self, your soul, will shine forth into your mind, emotions, and senses. You will step out of jail and live free in spiritual awareness.
The Radiance And The Mist
We now begin the magnificent process of expansion.
First, strive to discover your Mystic Heart. During busy times and quiet times, locate your heart and determine whether it is expanded or contracted. Once you discover your heart and get to know it well, your life begins to change.
When you can find your heart at will, there are two delightful techniques you can do to begin the process of heart expansion:
Place your awareness on either of your heart centers:
in the central front of your chest to the right of your breastbone, or
inside your spine directly back of your heart organ
When your mind pleasantly abides in either special heart place, think and feel that your Mystic Heart is radiating love, light and energy.
Let your heart shine forth. Let it glow. Extend its light into the space around you and let it touch and embrace the people nearby.
Your practice of the Radiance will greatly stimulate your heart and will facilitate the actual expansion of your heart. As you will see, the practice is in itself a pleasure and a joy.
a misty forestYou may prefer this technique — The Mist — instead of The Radiance, but do give them both a try to find your favorite.
When you focus on the Mystic Heart, think and feel that your heart generates a white mist which gradually surrounds you and then flows outward, filling the room and bathing everyone around you in peace, love and well being.
This technique also stimulates the awakening and true expansion of your Mystic Heart.
Caution: When practicing either of these techniques, if you start to feel the pains, distresses, or negative moods of others inside your own body, discontinue these practices until you are alone. As you further develop, this sensitivity to the negative states of others will change into positive mystical experiences.
Enjoy your practice of the Radiance and the Mist. A knower of the heart becomes free!
What does my Heart-- my sense of self know of life and reality?
I’m glad you’re enjoying the journey.
Now we’re getting into the nitty gritty: The Mysteries of the Heart.
"Let my heart be wise. It is the gods’ best gift," is the way Euripides put it in his play, Medea (431 BC, Tr. Rex Warner).
Your heart makes you or breaks you, in most aspects of life. In mysticism, too, your heart enables your success or disqualifies you.
But don’t worry. Much can be done for a contracted heart. Prisoners don’t like to be in jail; they’d rather come out. The imprisoned heart loves to come forth and expand, too, when it knows how.
We turn to the Key Points of the Fifth Mystery.
Find Your Higher Consciousness Online
Only with the Heart
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.
—Saint-Exupery, THE LITTLE PRINCE (1943), Tr. Katherine Woods
In a Full Heart
In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing.
—Antonio Porchia, VOCES (1968), Tr. W.S. Merwin
Update my remarks
Tiny orange flower
In most of us, the Heart is like a prisoner — confined, contracted, and separated.
Mystics are ex-convicts. They broke out of the body prison to live free in spiritual light.
Mystics break out of mind and body bondage through expansions of consciousness.
Your Heart is your sense of self.
Mystics term the struggling, conflicted, ambitious, worried sense of self — i.e., the normal heart — the ego.
What is the mystical way out of ego’s life sentence? The Heart must expand.
Contemplate the state of your heart. What do you feel this minute? What do you feel about your life, yourself, and other people?
Contemplate also: What has been the journey of my heart? How far have I traveled since I was born? What has brought me here?
Farewell, ‘til next time, dear friend.
What the Mystics Say
But mystics say there is one more major state of consciousness: Spiritual Awareness. Just as you can wake up from a dream and recognize that you were "only dreaming," consider too that this normal state of awareness you're living in may be a kind of sleep also! Oh, the normal waking state is real enough and it's important to move about in an able and fulfilling manner — rents need to be paid, cars must be driven vigilantly, etc. The normal waking state is truly wondrous and worthwhile.
But, in the view of the mystic, there's even more to be experienced: wake up from this! This normal waking state is not the full reality at all. A richer, finer, freer life will be yours if you will only shift your awareness upward one more level.
Wake up from your present views of yourself, of others, and of life itself. These are just a higher level of dreams — too often inaccurate, ignorant, and tragically self-destructive.
sunset over waterNo wonder mystics have had such a difficult time being understood through the ages. They maintain normal awareness is a kind of sleep, a devastating ignorance. As mystics tell beginning students: Ignorant of Spirit, man (woman) misperceives everything.
We Don't Know Who We Are
In normal human awareness, mystics suggest: we don't (can't) know who we are; we can't know others very well at all; and we don't know our true natures, talents, possibilities, or higher faculties. We know so little about love, compassion, and how to get along with others. We don't understand Nature and our relationship with it. Nor do we realize the purposes and possibilities of life. And in this stupor, we, of course, don't know our mystical calling or our mystical nature.
So, the first mystical teaching is: Wake up! Arise, awake.
Fortunately, people awaken and rise from sleep every morning. Shifting your awareness from dreams to daily life is routine. The project here is just one more shift — to Mystical Awakening. Mystical awareness can come in a flash, in the twinkling of an eye, or it can take years of preparation before you let go your intense grip on normal day-to-day awareness.
You become a mystic by waking up. You awaken from normal day-to-day awareness into the mystical.
Mysticism is more a series of progressive spiritual awakenings than it is a study or philosophy. The educational and philosophical aspects of mysticism are important and fascinating, of course, but their purpose is to assist and facilitate the wondrous awakenings of mystical life. The chief value of mystical study is not how many years you have studied but what you have spiritually realized and the person you've become.
You become a mystic through awakening. Just as you find release from a dream by opening your eyes and shifting consciousness from sleep to the world around you, you become mystical by shifting from the normal waking state to a higher level of awareness.
mountain reflected in a lake
For example, you may be having the nightmare that a shark is attacking you. The shark seems very real and terrifying to you. You may, in your dream state, try to swim as fast as you can, kicking your legs and flailing your arms in panic. As the jaws snap closed on your torso, do you die? No. You wake up; you shift your awareness to your quiet, safe bedroom. Immensely relieved, you happily realize, "It was just a dream." You dismiss the shark's jaws and the terror which filled you only a minute before.
In another dream, you are showing your great masterpieces to the leaders of the world, presidents and celebrities. All of them give you awards and want to hear your opinions. But suddenly, the clock radio sounds and you let go your eminent companions to shower quickly, drink coffee, and drive to your job. Here again, you wake up. You switch awareness from a dream state, which seemed so real, back to your daily life and its circumstances. As you proceed along the freeway to your office, you may reflect, "That was a great experience. Too bad I was only dreaming."
A Mystic Act
To know, to get into the truth of anything, is a mystic act...
—Thomas Carlyle, ON HEROES (1841)
Every time you waken from a dream, you are using your amazing ability to shift consciousness from one state to another: dream to wakefulness to dream to wakefulness to dream.... We go on doing this for a lifetime.
All the Mystic Self needs is a little attention. It will do wonders for you.
Let’s review the main points of this Mystery.
Mystics have helped people find greater meaning and happiness in their lives for many centuries.
Mysticism is a way of personal fulfillment to those who learn how to awaken their latent mystical abilities.
All of the Mysteries involve contact with your Mystic Self and your supernormal levels of awareness.
In the view of mystics, the major problem in life for most of us is ignorance of our mystic selves.
In normal day-to-day consciousness we don’t know ourselves very well at all.
It is our ignorance which leads us into much conflict and unfulfillment.
The Mysteries reveal many ways that you can actually contact your Mystic Self and the Infinite Consciousness in which you live.
Do you, can you, contact your Mystic Self?
This test is an excellent indicator of your mystical development thus far.
Try it for several times. Find that part of you which views your mind and reveals to you "My thoughts are wandering away. Come back."
Can you recognize this overseeing awareness?
This special awareness which views your mind (and your emotions and actions too) is your Mystic Self.
If you can contact your Mystic Self you are ready to make your journey through Life’s Great Mysteries. You are among the most fortunate of people.
Now that you can contact your Mystic Self from time to time, and you are beginning to recognize this marvelous part of your consciousness, can you recall your previous contacts with the Mystic Self?
Sit back. Relax. Look back at the important events of your life and see if you can recall a number of special moments when your awareness soared or your heart filled with serenity.
In a pleasant contemplation try to recall your times of distinct connection with the Mystic Self.
Likely you will gradually realize your Mystic Self has been within you — and wanting the very best for you — since you were born.
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For this man remembers all of his previous crimes no longer
According to state law, newborns cannot be held prisoner
Without proposition sixteen adopted, with great favour
The defendant remains his own jury, judge and executioner
Dawn and dusk break up into teenage love stupor
I like the darkness but not when it shrouds both eyes
No more mornings infused through evening horror
I shun artificial light and wait for sunrise
Instead of wishing on a fucking star
Wear your anger loud and proud like a scar
Acid rain flooded my skull and soaked my brain
The darkness was dissolved without leaving mark
Instead of believing I’d be better off dead
I strive to realize I never felt alive
The beat box is ticking, its rhythm flicked on my detox
Marjorie smiles and the entire world finds harmony
The knots are tied yet those of war are not
When I try to catch any glimpse of what used to be life
Before my path was joined and forever one with my wife
I think I recall much guilt, loads of pain I can wager
No peace, no hope, truly alone with nothing good to hold on
Except self-destruction and irony clinging forever
Feasting like a worm on the memories of a dadless son
Shrugging off the past with such ease now it doesn’t feel mine
My first birthday was celebrated at age twenty-nine
Instead of wishing on a fucking star
Wear your anger loud and proud like a scar
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"When I'm Gone"
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
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If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...
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That I could not tell my friends
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