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Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Mon Sep 2, 2013 @ 9:04pm
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I know I am confused, and I am sorry if my own confusion confuses you, but how do you guys feel about associations to groups of people?

In recent years I was presented with social associations. It started with nationalism, when I was almost kidnapped to train for the freakin' olympics. I had never really identified with a nation or group of people before, and the copy of the olympic charter that I was presented stated that "athletes represented themselves". I accepted on that particular ground, but turns out the copy had been...edited. I was then unable to pursue as I did not agree with the purpose.

Afterwards, came knowledge of various other groups, communities, and more recently gangs. When I just started going to raves an important realization came to me, that you could only be with everyone else so long as you were alone.

The only thing I see that comes out of associations is competition, war, violence, abuse, etc. I have never been able to witness anything positive from association other than a selfish satisfaction of knowing you are accepted within a group.

This was never much of a problem until fairly recently, when I got a boyfriend who was a fair bit more social than I expected (see I Demand Dubstep thread). When he showed me his Facebook, he said something like "I'm not going to add you because my friends will Never leave you Alone." I didn't have a Facebook page, so this wasn't a problem, but he was right. His friends go as far as even read his e-mails, they stalk me, harass me, etc. It's actually a fairly big issue in my life right now, and it's excessively mentally and emotionally draining.

I know his friends are important to him, and that's why I accepted to explore that a bit. I am unsure what his actual and original intentions were, but I originally thought he knew me from 4chan's cooking board. I thought I'd found a nice boyfriend who wanted to be an art teacher, that I could lay in his arms and watch anime, and just have a nice fun life with. Mad Child says sometimes dreams turn into nightmares, and in this case this is what happened.

If his friends would leave me alone, I think my life would be so much better, and I would probably just let go of him simply because I can't handle his friends and he obviously can't tell them to lay off my back. He apparently got a boyfriend now, too, but overall he doesn't seem happy. I'm worried about him, still, but I still have to figure out this one-to-many relationship thing.

I digressed a bit, but the concept is the same. I don't know what friends and groups of friends are, and I don't really like what I found out so far.

I feel like my head is going to explode.

TL;DR: how deal with gangster boyfriend?
Good [+2]Toggle ReplyLink» MelooDie replied on Mon Sep 2, 2013 @ 9:22pm
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how many threads do you need talking about the same shitty boyfriend over and over again? come on
I'm feeling jesus right now..
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Mon Sep 2, 2013 @ 9:58pm
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I'm sorry. It's just...my mind is a tangled knot I fear I may not be able to untie.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 5:41am
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Wait a minute. Did you just say that we read his emails? Are you that paranoid?

YOU often come to talk to me and accept the invitations. How confused are you to blame me all the freaking time for YOUR actions? Goddamn.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 5:52am
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I have sufficient evidence to believe that you (plural form) read his e-mails, yes.

I often go talk to you? Your statement is an obvious lie to pretty much everyone here.

Also stop involving yourself in other people's business. If I wanted to talk to you, I would do it directly. Please try to be a diligent spectator/fan.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 5:56am
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Don't worry I have enough of your blaming statements, all the time you sufficient evidence of this, and this and that that are always fake. It's always like that since the beginning, i'm a target to your judgements. A lot of times you sent me text messages and i remember two times you came to me in the village including lately before Stud when i was sitting on the bench.

Do I really need someone like that in my life that blames me all the fucking time? NAH. Next time yeah, come talk to me directly before. I'm exhausted with all this, i never thought it would be sooo complicated.

Tired of this drama. kthxbye.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 6:20am
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She's all over my Facebook page, too.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 11:04am
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Another blame when you offered to add you to chat.

I should buy the book "How to deal with people who change their mind all the time and blame others for it"
Good [+3]Toggle ReplyLink» BonusBeats replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 11:29am
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That book should actually exist.
I'm feeling your mother right now..
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Tue Sep 3, 2013 @ 4:18pm
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Good [+3]Toggle ReplyLink» Screwhead replied on Wed Sep 4, 2013 @ 5:31pm
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op, repeat after me.


I'm feeling like a drama magnet right now..
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Fri Sep 6, 2013 @ 9:46am
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LUL
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Fri Sep 6, 2013 @ 8:02pm
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Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Fri Sep 6, 2013 @ 11:52pm
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Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Sat Sep 7, 2013 @ 4:38am
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You're not my boyfriend's friends and you falsified his Facebook profile.

I hope you die in a fire. I hope all the money I ever spent, I hope all the money that was ever made because of me, I hope all the drugs I took, I am putting everything on him. If that means your death, so be it.

I demand my boyfriend. If I do not see him again very soon, the cops are going to be involved...in an official manner.

You know what they say, right? "It's all fun and games until somebody calls the cops."? Well this is your last wake-up call.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Sat Sep 7, 2013 @ 5:01am
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It's not your fucking boyfriend. Deal with it. You can hope everything you want, asshole.
Now just block me from that thread, i dont want to see any of your fucking stupidities.

DEAL WITH THE REALITY, we are his friends more than you are fucking psychopatrick.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» alpha replied on Sat Sep 7, 2013 @ 1:15pm
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Just go douse yourself in LSD, PCP and ergot as you usually do you crazy hellspawn. You said so yourself before the crowd at the restaurant started clapping and hooing. "We're not his friends.".

GFY.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» kinkybetty replied on Sat Sep 7, 2013 @ 2:55pm
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Talk to yourself, i only take weed. Funny how you make so much projection. Go back to your heroine. They actually came to me to say thanks 'cause i finally got out the crazy guy out of the restaurant. BTW the waiter said you're banned from there.

So get a life and don't come talk to me like you did in front of Apollon. I did left you alone before you came back to me you stupid. I should have punched you, not slapped.

Now YOU leave me alone.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Max_x2 replied on Sat Sep 7, 2013 @ 7:50pm
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Now that should be enough :)
I'm feeling like a racing driver! =) right now..
Good [+2]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Sun Sep 8, 2013 @ 7:29am
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I'm feeling surly right now..
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